I FEEL FANTASTIC
i was feeling really twitchy last night. going out for a meal with an already drinking mr spuds. i was really struggling with the whole idea and confess i had even rummaged around the house for some left over booze, thankfully there was none. i came on here and waffled on about how i was feeling and got great support. i went out and had a lovely meal and a lovely night and i DIDNT DRINK.
waking up this morning i feel bloody marvelous to have got through this. thinking how awful i would feel if i had caved in. the whole night would have gone tits up. i would feel like shit and i know it would have taken days to get back in the right frame of mind. if i could just capture how i feel and put it in a box next to a box of how i would feel next to a box of how i would feel if i had drank, i would never ever want to open the drinking box. i wish i could box this feeling up and post it to everyone feeling tempted by booze.
I NEED TO GIVE A HUGE BIG THANKS TO MWO AND EVERYONE HERE :l XXX
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