Army Thread 22nd August 2010

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

That was a very quick yoo hoo brought to you by JC Ltd. Who really should be sitting at the dining room table going through a load of bus tickets, Maccy D receipts and other assorted bits of paper which some peeps call expenses.
So laters my lovelies:l

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Laters, JC :l

I must also go and finish making our dinner, and then a bit of relaxation in front of the fire. It is freezing cold here today.

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Later, JC :l

I'm also off to finish making our dinner, and then a bit of time in front of the fire - it is freezing here today!

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenstyle;941096 wrote: Right... I didn't read back so no clue what youz are all up to. Will do it later.

This is dire straits here... I fecked up after a two week stint. And I HAVE to do it this time. All input appreciated. I am so better than this addiction.... it can't get the better of me.... it just wouldn't be fair.

All advice and hand holding welcome. This has got to be it.... I HAVE to save myself...

It had better not get the better of you, Missy Z

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenstyle;941098 wrote: I've never done this in my life... ever... but I'm asking for your help. All of you.

And we are here for you - every step of the way.

Mrs. T can finish the veggies for me

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Hi guys. Late check in for me. Been to Norfolk for day

Zenny, I am here for you too, u know that.
Whats going on in your head right now?

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenstyle;941102 wrote: I'm so miserable, I'm crying my eyes out. I think I made the mistake of thinking it was going to be easy and I got blase. Tiggs, it sucks...

Course it sux. This is probably the hardest thing you will do in your life.
The thing is, it will probably be the most rewarding too.

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenstyle;941102 wrote: I'm so miserable, I'm crying my eyes out. I think I made the mistake of thinking it was going to be easy and I got blase. Tiggs, it sucks...

:l:l:l

Zenster, this fucking animal is one of the hardest to beat.

But you HAVE it in you. I know you do. Complacency is just such a bitch of an attitude, isn't it? It keeps bting us where it hurts.

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenstyle;941107 wrote: Starty, I wish you were here. It's a fucking mess. I SOOO screwed up. Honestly, I see you all getting better and I just haven't been able to do it. And I don't know why.

What stops u from doing it?
I know u say boredom, wanting a buzz etc. But thats not the real reason, what is it?

[Chillgirl]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenny I'm here too, if I can help in anyway I will.....:l:l:l

[one2many]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

I am here too Zenny, sorry late check in...

Just gonna put Mia to bed.

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Yep, that would do it.
I wish u would get some counselling girl. U need help to deal with this. I talk to people every day who have been sexually abused and it NEEDS to be dealt with so u can move on.

[Chillgirl]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

Zenny you got plenty to whine about darlin....

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

U r not whining u r reaching out for help. But I really think you need professional help.
Even if you get yourself some books on sexual abuse. That will help you realise what sort of impact this has on people.

[startingover]

Army Thread 22nd August 2010

No one can make u feel shit unless u let them.