I haven't been around in a long time ... during which I've continued to make myself miserable in every way through alcohol. Was feeling more and more scared, desperate, and out of control ... it was always "next week I'll start" , etc.
... Last Saturday I began feeling very strange and ill and was convinced the effects on my body were coming home to roost. I was terrified and so alone. Early Sunday a.m. I went to an urgent care clinic, from which they sent me by ambulance to the hospital for an appendectomy. Long story short, lots of complications and I just got home from the hospital yesterday. I feel in some way this was God's way of dragging me off that never-ending amusement park ride that was my life, which ceased to be amusing in any way long, long ago. I need to recover and while I am still feeling pretty crappy, I am optimistic at the idea of the weeks and months ahead without the shackle of alcohol. I know I will need a lot of help. But I am so glad to be back, my friends!!:l
... Last Saturday I began feeling very strange and ill and was convinced the effects on my body were coming home to roost. I was terrified and so alone. Early Sunday a.m. I went to an urgent care clinic, from which they sent me by ambulance to the hospital for an appendectomy. Long story short, lots of complications and I just got home from the hospital yesterday. I feel in some way this was God's way of dragging me off that never-ending amusement park ride that was my life, which ceased to be amusing in any way long, long ago. I need to recover and while I am still feeling pretty crappy, I am optimistic at the idea of the weeks and months ahead without the shackle of alcohol. I know I will need a lot of help. But I am so glad to be back, my friends!!:l
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