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[Guest]

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Jackie

Pick me up on the bus on the way past, I think we need to go give PM a bit of a talking to. Not to mention a virtual slap.

All meant in the best way of course.

[pompeyman]

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i juzt feel so guilty ......

[Pride before Fall]

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i juzt feel so guilty ...... >>

That's the thing, isn't it? Rehab has to be better than that sh*tty feeling.

You showed great courage, writing all those letters to address the shames of the past. I'm still struggling with that, daily. Use that courage to get your ass down there. Although we'd all wish it to be different, the only "way out" is through.

xoxo Pride

[Guest]

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There is one way out of this mess.

[pompeyman]

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jc a nd uk spoke to Lynn woman who assessed me at rehab place yesterday she said i was welcome to go on mon atfter another DSS appointment at ten thirty ..........so will go and will expect you on that bus if i dont go x thanks again x PM

[Twitch]

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Hi Pompeyman, don't think we have spoken but I just read your posts and saw that you are in sw uk, me too, I wish you good luck and hope all goes well, xxxx

[Dewdrop]

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PM I'm so glad you have finally decided to go; my goodness the mental struggle that must be going on in your head is just unbearable - I'm going, I'm not going, I'm going, I'm not going. I don't know about you but I am exhausted by it all.

I hope and pray that you do find the courage to walk through that door on Monday and like JC and UK if I was there I'd frog march you through that bloody door myself ! :l (meant with the best intentions in the world).

Keep focussed over the weekend and try and not waver.

Dewdrop :h

[mama bear]

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PM...you need to do this baby...AND NOW.....people here care about you and you have to do this....what is the option? Death???

[JackieClaire]

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pompeyman;982026 wrote: .......... will expect you on that bus if i dont go x thanks again x PM

You will go PM, there's no........ ifs, buts, maybes, perhaps or I'm a bit scared. Plan it now. plan the rout. Plan what you're going to wear. Set your alarm now. GO.


:goodjob: on 2 weeks MB

And lovely to see you posting again Twitch:l

[pompeyman]

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I am humbled by all your love and concern I have to go to this back to work thing at 1o 3o on mon then going straight to meet up with the woman who assessed me ........ spoke to her on thurs and she was really understanding ...... have a good day everyone x PM ...... panno your package arrived ....... have yet to sort it out but i am so grateful x PM need to give this one back next week b4 half term ...... thankyou again x

[pompeyman]

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and ta dew twitch and mama ........... sorry didnt mention you b4 x PM

[Guitarista]

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G'day Pompeyman,

Best wishes on your journey, G.

[pompeyman]

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ta G .... pompey playing watford today ....... been to that game in about nienteen nighty six ish with a woman called charlotte griffin at Watford we're at home today ........... she supported them .......... loved her to bits met her in Woking ..........used to live close to where paul weller was brought up ........dont remember the score x

[pompeyman]

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just looked it up we won 2 -1 at watford on april sixth ninety six .... we were there ...... exactly a year before my son was born split up with charlotte after that date and my son was conceived soon after .... bloody hell ..... x

[pompeyman]

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what journeys we have to describe ......... i know most of it is negative ............. but hey .... we live life ........ i have a friend called k ........ went thro school together, kept in touch, best man at wedding and so on ........... but he is so boring .......... a lovely man but just doing what he is expected to do one woman ..... me at last count over 70 ....... him kids ........ he sees ........... me 2 i dont ........K boy 13 and B 12 dont see them ......... but i want to stop ...... not because of what my good friend has but just want to not die yet ..... and see there / be there for my kids ........ sorry for ramble not in a good place today ............. be alright tho ......... take care PM x and we will beat watford 2-1 put a bet on x