my kids are on my mind today ....... i dont see them ......... i have never physically abused them in any way but i guess emotionally they prob have been harmed ..... never been violent tend to be a "happy drunk" if that is not a contradiction ...... hope you didnt harm your kids or ex yesterday
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my kids are on my mind today ....... i dont see them ......... i have never physically abused them in any way but i guess emotionally they prob have been harmed ..... never been violent tend to be a "happy drunk" if that is not a contradiction ...... hope you didnt harm your kids or ex yesterdayI'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round .... really love to watch them roll .... no longer riding on the merry-go-round ...... I just had to let it go
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Hi Pop,
I didnt harm them physically but mentally badly. I also dint pointed them but was a big clash with my wife in front of them.was a big torture. !!!!!!!
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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glad to hear that kota .......... maybe prepare yourself more next time ....... at least you still see them ...... dont lose that ........ i have at mom .... take care PM xI'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round .... really love to watch them roll .... no longer riding on the merry-go-round ...... I just had to let it go
Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans
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Hi Pop,
I am sorry to hear about you.
You know we people are very emotional by weak heart and brain. ..don't know what happens after Al.Thank you for your advice ,I will try my best not to lose them.NOT
SURE.....CAUSE I M ALCOHOLIC NOW...
PLS SEE MY POST IN PAGE# 5 to help me.
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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Hi Pop,
I am sorry to hear about you.
You know we people are very emotional by weak heart and brain. ..don't know what happens after Al.Thank you for your advice ,I will try my best not to lose them.NOT
SURE.....CAUSE I M ALCOHOLIC NOW...
PLS SEE MY POST IN PAGE# 5 to help me.
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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Hi Gaia, one of my "god children" is named Gaia cut myself off from her and her family too ............ there's only one way to go ....... actually her mum and dad are atheists like me so i was her "special friend" this illness makes us let everyone down ... love the idea of the concept of Gaia ........... a living breathing world .... hope you are keeping well ..... PM xI'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round .... really love to watch them roll .... no longer riding on the merry-go-round ...... I just had to let it go
Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans
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Hi all,
Drank too much yesterday and abused my wife deadly in verbal way.Children and wife not talking with me and it may lasts for several weeks.
today still AF mood down to 3/10 craving by Al too much.
I would be happy to having any strength.
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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Hi all,
Drank too much yesterday and abused my wife deadly in verbal way.Children and wife not talking with me and it may lasts for several weeks.
today still AF mood down to 3/10 craving by Al too much.
I would be happy to having any strength.
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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kota don't let AL split you from your children ............. it sucks the heart out of you ......... it seems to me that you need to accept that it is not your children or wifes problem ...... its yours ....... by the time i learned that lesson it was all too late PMI'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round .... really love to watch them roll .... no longer riding on the merry-go-round ...... I just had to let it go
Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans
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kota;980012 wrote: Thanks PM,
you r right that is my problem but could not get out of it .I need a brain washer.......
KotaOutside of a dog a book is mans best friend. Inside of a dog its too dark to read
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Hi Pop,
I didnt harm them physically but mentally badly. I also dint pointed them but was a big clash with my wife in front of them.was a big torture. !!!!!!!
KotaIf nature gives us lemon, we have a choice: either to cry or make lemonade.
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