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[betty boop]

Clean out your PM box hun ....... It's full and I need to speak to you

xxx

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Thanks BB!

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Go for it BB

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Was supposed to be a heart

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Lovely leaves falling like rain....change of seasons and change of hearts...ahaha....I could wax poetic ...thanks to all particularly Lisa(OI), Nora, GEnt, Tony and the ever wonderful Rubes!! Yep, I'm drunk, I need to apologize too...to all that I have been aggressive with ... I really am a softy

[rubywillow]

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RC, I woke up thinking about you. Just be OK today, please. I'm here. And if you can, don't drink anymore. I'll help you through it. :hug:

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Thanks Rubes...alot

[NoraC]

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Hey RC - You know that I'm with you too. :l:h

[techie]

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RC, I'm sorry to hear you're going through a tough time. Me too in so many ways. We share a heartbreaking familial rift that has caused us both much pain. Because of that I will always feel a special bond with you. Please try and find a healthier outlet to deal. You deserve it. Our children will be a key part of our lives again. I truly believe this. Let's prepare and make that memorable and healthy. Remember we need you here as much as you need us. Grab onto that inner strength I know you have. Put the poison away and get back on your plan of sobriety.

With much love and caring,
John xoxo

[fennel]

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I hope you're o.k., R.C. :l

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Well since the thread has my name on it I will try to keep it alive with my new AF journey. I put the bottle down Sunday at 4 and have been recovering ever since. I debated with myself the whole time whether I should call myself an alcoholic. Can't do it. Just like if I did stupid things I would not call me stupid. Yes I have drank alcoholicly but I can't call myself an alcoholic. More denial maybe.

I read your posts Sunday and they made me cry. Thank you for your care and concern. I had just bottled another batch and have sold it. No more in my easy reach as of this evening. I am pretty good at giving support but no so much asking. After all that is what this site is for. I hope that I will not burden too much. But it will be sober.

Techie ours is not an easy road. If you are indeed experiencing the same pattern that I did, you absolutely must keep trying even when it seems pointless. That is what the sparse but current research implores of us. It's like mourning forever in your heart though. My heart goes out to you and anyone else in a similar situation.

Ruby thank you again for taking the time to chat with me in my darkest hours. It's those times that help to not stay in the feeling of being completely worthless and getting back on the wagon.

Fennel and Nora, I will be popping into Dos Gatos soon. Love to all. xox

[Coco-Nut]

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Good thoughts coming your way... stay strong!

:l

[NoraC]

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RC - So glad to have you back here with us. I have missed you friend. :l:l

[K9Lover]

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Hi RC, just wanted to send you a hug :l
Hang in there my friend!
K9

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Just wanted to say a thank you gals! I will get there!! My wine was just picked up and I have tai chi tonight. Not that I even FEEL like drinking again. blech!!
Hope you are all well.:l