I presume you mean young Billy And not Billy Mitchell..... Bloody hell don't like watching sad stuff :upset:
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Army Thread 8 October 2010
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Army Thread 8 October 2010
evil temptation
This morning I had my 6 month blood test to check that I have kept AF or not, as part of the condition to Ollie being returned to me...
It has been nearly three months since the disaster with the brandy for pain..very stupid..!!(would've been 9months about now otherwise)
and have been totally AF ever since, even stronger in my resolve to remain so.
I haven't even had an "Hmmm I wonder" moment or a "I fancy one" or "shit I need one" at all I hate it, really hate it and was really amazed at what happened when I walked out from the clinic and strolling home it popped into my head...
"Hmm 6 months to the next one, I can have a drink now and they wouldn't know, just a few now and again it won't hurt, and just stop before the next one is due"....!!
Was this my brain thinking this..???? I couldn't believe it, I swear it was as if I was having a bipolar moment.!! because I have been so happy going along taking my bac, having Ollie home with me, getting fit, feeling good about how I feel and look...I haven't thought about AL for nothing...
First I must just say that I have not, and wil not have a drink....
But it was so shocking that how this evil temptation can raise it's ugly head just when you think it's all safe....
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