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    #46
    Ive done 4 days AF

    Its like the old saying...Monkey on my back. I have a thing inside me that says, 'u r rubbish'...When i am sober...he doesnt exsist. X

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      #47
      Ive done 4 days AF

      I know im being irrachional...(wrong spelling)...thats a drunk i guess. I just need to be able to find the courage to ask for outside help. I have been brought up in a family where we never could do that.....too proud. too stupid..more like. Im ok, not. You know that. Ive been coming here for 4 yrs and i still havent got my shit together. I sit and observe others finding their feet with the ole devil called booze...and i cant seem to find my way out of the maze. I dont make it easy for myself. I blame my past, so easy to do that...everyone understands why i drink if i tell them what happened in my past...but its an excuse to drink now. I use it to drink. Why do i do that. So i can drink. Its lame. I want to make the most of my time here on this funny ole plannet...i dont want to waste it with booze. XXX

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        #48
        Ive done 4 days AF

        Oh Bella...I hope you put the drink down soon and get some sleep so you can get to work on your plan tomorrow. I really hope you keep looking for the right support/therapist as Hippie said last week. Go get some sleep.:l

        Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


        St. Francis of Assisi

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          #49
          Ive done 4 days AF

          XXXX thanx

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