well its not that easy and even today for this old dog ... i know a lot would ask why would it be hard even for me well .. i have always said life is what you make it right ..well i try and try and try even harder to maintain my sobriety ..but i never CHOOSE TO LET AL BACK IN .. even when its so close to just throwing in the towel at times...I'm a man that at times just don't give a damn ... i have been push around in this life and liberty to prostitute to happiness .. the land of the free and enslaved ... they say be all you can be ... well that what I'm doing i live ..i do what needed and i try everyday to get closer to life ... even when there is only darkness around me ... but to the point.. everything in life is for what ... to experience the love,anger,support,family,friends ..where you think you don't have any...but there is always one... one that understand and is willing to listen ,help you ..learn to live ... to see the bigger picture ..that is not only you but
the many around you ... i guess it has taken this long for me to really open up ...and what I'm trying to say is look ,listen and learn reach out to someone anyone and just give it your best to help... even tho you might need help yourself by helping someone ..you are helping yourself ..learn .. one really never knows the right thing to say but if you look at yourself and use what you have been Thor and be understanding to ones feelings .. you will find your way out of the hole that you put yourself in and make it but one day at a time ..living without AL on your back... so remember you can write your story .. but always remember to look listen learn and love yourself ...
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