I am not going to drink today.

[techie]

I am not going to drink today.

There is NO way I will disrupt my rediscovered love, joy, and respect for life by drinking today...Techie

[Choochie]

I am not going to drink today.

I'm in! Have a wonderful AF day everyone.

[Peacefull]

I am not going to drink today.

I have no desire to drink today, loving this peaceful feeling too much to jeopardize it with poison. :h

[Sunbeam]

I am not going to drink today.

I don't even think about having a drink on a work night. I wish that were true every day.

Meech, your post is great. Thinking through the moments and triggers of the day, forming a plan that will prevent you from caving.

[Sarasmiles]

I am not going to drink today.

I felt really good today, and had no desire to disturb my inner peace with alcohol! Had a good run with a friend and took a Pilates class, so that keeps me feeling healthy and wanting to stay that way.

I'm working on making some new friends in my town. Today I felt just enough self-confidence to send out a few emails asking people I like to get together for lunch, walks or manicures. This is a big step for me, coming out of my shell. I think the longer I stay sober, the more I feel like the sort of person who can have friends!

Hubby is putting the kids to bed, and I am looking forward to challenging him to a game of Bananagrams when he's done. He's agreed to taking a few nights off from his usual two drinks a night routine, just because I suggested it. I must say, I like him better this way...wish he'd decide to stick with it.

Have a restful, sober sleep everyone!

Sara

[Sarasmiles]

I am not going to drink today.

Meech:
Your post made me remember a poem I posted here a while back. I'm cutting and pasting it:

Sober Woman: A Poem


She cleans her kitchen
Grateful; proud
It was a good meal
Everyone laughed
And she did not repeat herself
Or get too silly.

She sets up the coffee for tomorrow
And doesn't spill
Any at all.

She turns out the lights
Then goes upstairs
Steady; strong
No need to hold the rail.

She kisses her sleeping children
No shame
Heart full
No fear
Eyes full
True joy.

She sees them
Loves them
Breathes in the soft warm smell
Of their freshly washed hair
And she thanks God.
Lingers a moment
Then turns to care for herself.
Brushes, flosses, washes
Moisturizes
Smiles at the mirror.


She tucks in
To clean sheets
Warm husband
Solid, kind
And not angry with her.

They read a while
Focused; clear.
He reaches for her
And her body is alive
Healthy; passionate; present
Then peaceful sleep.

In the morning
A moment's fear
Born of habit.
Then she remembers:
"No, I didn't."
"No, I'm not".
She smiles
And starts
Another day.

By Sarasmiles

[fighting back]

I am not going to drink today.

Sarasmiles;997005 wrote: Meech:
Your post made me remember a poem I posted here a while back. I'm cutting and pasting it:

Sober Woman: A Poem


She cleans her kitchen
Grateful; proud
It was a good meal
Everyone laughed
And she did not repeat herself
Or get too silly.

She sets up the coffee for tomorrow
And doesn't spill
Any at all.

She turns out the lights
Then goes upstairs
Steady; strong
No need to hold the rail.

She kisses her sleeping children
No shame
Heart full
No fear
Eyes full
True joy.

She sees them
Loves them
Breathes in the soft warm smell
Of their freshly washed hair
And she thanks God.
Lingers a moment
Then turns to care for herself.
Brushes, flosses, washes
Moisturizes
Smiles at the mirror.


She tucks in
To clean sheets
Warm husband
Solid, kind
And not angry with her.

They read a while
Focused; clear.
He reaches for her
And her body is alive
Healthy; passionate; present
Then peaceful sleep.

In the morning
A moment's fear
Born of habit.
Then she remembers:
"No, I didn't."
"No, I'm not".
She smiles
And starts
Another day.

By Sarasmiles

God, that's wonderful. *sighs* thank you for posting this

[Sunbeam]

I am not going to drink today.

Sara, your poem warms my heart.

Today it is chilly and drizzly out. I have so far written a list of 12 things I may do. I don't "have" to do any of them. If I prefer, I can curl up with my book next to the gas fireplace. Whatever I end up doing, there is no time for a drink - too many other things I would rather be doing. The day will wind down by watching the Dog Whisperer at 8:00 p.m.

[Choochie]

I am not going to drink today.

Committed to no alcohol today! My best to all of you.

Sara - that poem is amazing, touching. If you have more, please post.

Hugs,
Choochie:l

[Choochie]

I am not going to drink today.

Is this question directed at me?

[K9Lover]

I am not going to drink today.

Sara - Wow..your poem was amazing! I could totally relate to it.

I am not going to drink today because I love being sober and I'm not giving up that feeling...ever!

[Gaia]

I am not going to drink today.

Nice thread.

I will not drink today because:

I like it better this way. Really.

[Sarasmiles]

I am not going to drink today.

Thanks Everyone for the nice responses to my poem. That really made me feel good!

[Doggygirl]

I am not going to drink today.

Sara, what a beautiful poem. Do you write professionally? (if not maybe you should consider it!)

So glad you all are here! I decided I wasn't going to drink today even though I didn't have time to come post here earlier. I kept good on my promise to myself. Now I'm heading to the shower and bed. It feels so good to love myself enough to drink tea instead of AL.

I'm glad you guys are all here to help me.

DG

[mollyka]

I am not going to drink today.

I'm not going to drink today because all my family are coming to lunch and it is a lovely sunny day and I am happy and content as are my kids and husband, I feel good and attractive and healthy.
If I lift one glass of alcohol to my mouth and take one sip- just one sip --- my whole life will come tumbling down - no if, buts, or maybes...................That's why I'm not going to drink today.


Sara, a truly lovely poem - first time since I came here I have actually printed something out - it is now in my wallet!
Molly