Hi all,
Well the dreaded day after is almost over. It hasn't been good but it could have been a lot worse. I honestly don't see any positive points in drinking. I've been hungover all day, shaky just shit, really low, hating myself for being a failure.
I am now going to do 60 days AF even if it kills me! I'm doing this for me, my children and my hubby. SO day 1 done!
Tomorrow's my little girls 3rd birthday, taking her swimming, then bowling and out for dinner and on Sat and Sun we're having the family over for a little party.. NO AL is allowed past my doors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So now, i'm going to have a cup of tea, but my little girl and baby boy to bed and sit with hubby and blow 50 blowns up which we're going to scatter on the dining room floor!!
Well the dreaded day after is almost over. It hasn't been good but it could have been a lot worse. I honestly don't see any positive points in drinking. I've been hungover all day, shaky just shit, really low, hating myself for being a failure.
I am now going to do 60 days AF even if it kills me! I'm doing this for me, my children and my hubby. SO day 1 done!
Tomorrow's my little girls 3rd birthday, taking her swimming, then bowling and out for dinner and on Sat and Sun we're having the family over for a little party.. NO AL is allowed past my doors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So now, i'm going to have a cup of tea, but my little girl and baby boy to bed and sit with hubby and blow 50 blowns up which we're going to scatter on the dining room floor!!
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake,
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