So i had to pop to the shops as i'm out of milk and veg. So i took my children, baby on my front in a carrier and daughtr in my hand, got the milk, veg and smarties and wine. Why did i do that. I got home and thought, why did you do that, you don't even want it... no craving nothing. so i opened it up and poured it down the drain. I was just a naughty habbit which at the moment, i've grown out of it. What a waste of money but i have a very proud feeling that i put my children and me before that horrible liquid. Oh well. Atleast i'llwake up clear and happy tomorrow! not hating myself but still, howmany chocolate bars could i have got instead!
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I used to do that all the time, except I'd drink it.
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Well done for throwing it out lil.michelle, now try and work on that habit of yours, it can be done.
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nope, didn't drink it, didn't even want to, wasn't even tempted. Just kicking myself for not getting a chocolate bar instead *lol*Comment
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Way to go Michelle - great job and show of strength to pour out the dreaded Al!!:wd:Comment
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Good for you pouring it out lil.michelle. What are you planning to do differntly next time so you dont' buy it in the first place?
Good job!
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BUY CHOCOLATE *lol* I have no idea why i did it. Not one part of me thought...hey you're going to drink thins, or may be you'll drink this. NO. i'm done with drinking so why i did god knows. I came home and just poured it down the drain.
SOOO chocolate next time or no visiting shops *lol*Comment
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ooh Michelle,
Can you get me a Turkish Delight and bar of fruit and nut while you're there
It could be worse, I could be filing.
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Good on you girl! I remember pouring a bottle of whiskey down the sink once and nearly cried - but it felt brilliant afterwards! I have fruit and nut in the fridge JC and oohh guess where I'm just headed!!!!
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We have habits to break, love!
Great job cleaning your drains, tho!!!sigpic
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nasty habits
:goodjob:you young lady alwways bring a smile to my face,wheres there a will theres always a way,its all in a days work,24 hours and a good portion your sleepin ?dont hav to worry what happen yesterday cant change it,and tomorrow is yet to come :thanks:gycolil.michelle;995513 wrote: So i had to pop to the shops as i'm out of milk and veg. So i took my children, baby on my front in a carrier and daughtr in my hand, got the milk, veg and smarties and wine. Why did i do that. I got home and thought, why did you do that, you don't even want it... no craving nothing. so i opened it up and poured it down the drain. I was just a naughty habbit which at the moment, i've grown out of it. What a waste of money but i have a very proud feeling that i put my children and me before that horrible liquid. Oh well. Atleast i'llwake up clear and happy tomorrow! not hating myself but still, howmany chocolate bars could i have got instead!Comment
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Good for you Michelle! Habit is a horrible thing to break sometimes. I pulled into the shop once and had no idea I even did, just a natural path that I normally would have taken on that given day. I just laughed it off and pulled out, and the best part was no loss of money and future guilt followed me!Comment
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I am sorry to read on another thread that you decided to drink last night Michelle, I presume you went out again to get more drink.
Can you identify what triggered this so you can avoid it the next time? Was it F*** it" Moment? Altho considering you had already bought wine yest morning, seems you had already decided and just postponed it.
What are you going to try next, you have been getting some good AF time under yer belt lately so you are the right track but might need to look at little more closely at what triggers you to take that first drink and concentrate on avoid it or at least learn to deal with it in the future
I hope you post back here today so we can have a yap about it."It's not your job to like me, it's mine!"
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