Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Morning Mario!

Love that Zepps! "thought my poop didnt stink" yep you are right, complacency and not continuing to put the effort into living are easy traps to fall into. Even not coming here can have the effect of me losing my momentum.

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Hi starts,zeppie,chill,stirly,mr tips and everyone else who drops by,

[Chillgirl]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Hey cakeface!

Starts I thing spilling our guts is the most simple and effective therapy on the planet.

Right i'm off out dogging.....

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

you are right again Starty - I don't get on here near enough - when I tried to explain to the RRC when I was apologising for my drunken txt that I simply lost the plot and that was the old alkie me rearing her ugly head not the me that he had got to know - I just don't think he got it.

At least all you guys get it. thank you all

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

happy dogging chills

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Your going out doggin ?

[Chillgirl]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

mario;1002393 wrote: Your going out doggin ?

This is the 21st century! Where u bin :H

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

STARTING i think it would be a great idea to write about what happened around you when your mother died, imo it may help others but it would almost certainly help yourself.

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Chillgirl;1002394 wrote: This is the 21st century! Where u bin :H

bit old fashioned is me but i am willing to be trained, wow wow

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

I like a bit of dogging too

OK, I will do that. You are all right, it is cathartic and also it might help me get rid of some of the guilt associated with it. Its almost like I have no right to add my support cos I screwed up too

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

mario;1002396 wrote: bit old fashioned is me but i am willing to be trained, wow wow

:H:H:H

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

but it's good to know that a lot of us screw up Starty - even the mighty squirrel and I mean that with all my love. I was so dissapointed in myself when I drank that night ( and boy did I drink) I couldn't believe that all my hard work was ruined in one night, and it would be so easy to just think feck it and not bother getting back on the wagon, but it is something that everyone of us will probably have to face at one time or another.

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

How do you feel about it starts,what would you call it...a slip,a relapse,??

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Zeppie2;1002400 wrote: but it's good to know that a lot of us screw up Starty - even the mighty squirrel and I mean that with all my love. I was so dissapointed in myself when I drank that night ( and boy did I drink) I couldn't believe that all my hard work was ruined in one night, and it would be so easy to just think feck it and not bother getting back on the wagon, but it is something that everyone of us will probably have to face at one time or another.

I know you mean that :l
What horrified me, is the way I couldnt ever see myself as being clean again. Oney asked me if the same situation arose would I do the same. And I was like "yes, of course! why wouldnt i?" it was then I realised my thinking had to change.
Also if we dont screw up we dont learn

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

mario;1002402 wrote: How do you feel about it starts,what would you call it...a slip,a relapse,??

An almighty fuck up? :H