Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

:lbig hugs to you starty - and yes please write your story:l

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

starting over;1002404 wrote: An almighty fuck up? :H

:l Unfortunately for all of us here we will have to face them fuck ups and be very careful around our past endeavors for the rest of our lives .



:l your still a rock to me startingover:l

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

mario;1002408 wrote: :l Unfortunately for all of us here we will have to face them fuck ups and be very careful around our past endeavors for the rest of our lives .



:l your still a rock to me startingover:l

AND ME AND ME!!!!!!!!

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Awwh you lot are so lovely.
OK story time coming up later then

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Zeppie2;1002407 wrote: :big hugs to you start - and yes please write your story:l

I think it should be added to your original my story post,it will give a much better perspective and help starting and others much more some people forget that we all started of from the same line and that we were there to.

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

OK what I will do then is copy my original story into a new thread otherwise as an update it will get lost I think

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Good Idea you two -

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

startingover;1002412 wrote: OK what I will do then is copy my original story into a new thread otherwise as an update it will get lost I think

Good idea, cant wait ( i mean that ina good way)

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Right I had better get to bed - have a great day

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

See ya zeppie, sweet dreams. :-)

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Nighters Zepperoonie
Good to see you gal!

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Going to get me pepermint tea.

[startingover]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Okies, My turn for a bit of dogging now.
Laters lovelies xxx

[mario]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

See ya later starts x

[ladyjan]

Army Thread 13th Nov 2010

Good morningg guys, just having a read back and needed to add my twopennyworth after my fuck up....

startingover;1002403 wrote: Also if we dont screw up we dont learn
too bloody true..!!

mario;1002402 wrote: How do you feel about it starts,what would you call it...a slip,a relapse,??
startingover;1002404 wrote: An almighty fuck up? :H

thats how I look at mine..!

for me my holy precious virginal abstenance clock ticking away daily, monthly became so precious, that when it got broken no matter how small or how large...
it got fucked..
it was no more a pure virgin time period...!!

but it is how we deal with it after is what is important ..not the fact it happened..I went thru all the emotions of disgust with myself, anger, sadness, shame, feeling dirty that I had broken that which should not be broken, that which I had tried so hard to achieve...
and especially it happened just as they were giving Ollie back to me...!!!!!
yes it was the very same week....!!
that's how fucked up I was..!!!!
so yes starty things do push us to it..as with your mum but as you so rightly say
startingover;1002403 wrote: Also if we dont screw up we dont learn

anyway I have forgiven me...and thats what's important to me..
I feel stronger in my resolve as it's happened, it's been fucked...so I know how it feels, and how I dealt with it..
I sure as hell don't want it to happen again...but I as sure as hell now know how I would deal with it...
:l:l:l:l