what triggers the first drink?
Wow...finally good to acutally find some nurses on this forum. i bet there are a lot out there that just haven't come around to admitting that they need help yet. I too work the night shift 7p-7a...and it's usually three days in a row. but all i want to do when i get home is have a drink (or five ;( ), which usually turns into me passing out and barely waking up for work on time. it has become such a routine, i don't know how to undo it. and being a contractor, i don't have insurance so i had to order the topa via the net. it's been three weeks. the other supps are on their way as well so i am just waiting. but when i am at work i am on the site every night to give me hope that i will soon get better. i just want it now!! i am in school, and completly not focused. just got a job offer for $7.00 more an hour! now i want to be sober enough to work hard and accomplish my goals. any encouragement would help, thanks!:thanks:
Wow...finally good to acutally find some nurses on this forum. i bet there are a lot out there that just haven't come around to admitting that they need help yet. I too work the night shift 7p-7a...and it's usually three days in a row. but all i want to do when i get home is have a drink (or five ;( ), which usually turns into me passing out and barely waking up for work on time. it has become such a routine, i don't know how to undo it. and being a contractor, i don't have insurance so i had to order the topa via the net. it's been three weeks. the other supps are on their way as well so i am just waiting. but when i am at work i am on the site every night to give me hope that i will soon get better. i just want it now!! i am in school, and completly not focused. just got a job offer for $7.00 more an hour! now i want to be sober enough to work hard and accomplish my goals. any encouragement would help, thanks!:thanks:
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