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    #76
    The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

    i'll call Runby but I am actually considering not going because I need to renew my tag and it will cost $300.......just thinking out loud...gonna have to do it anyway...so
    I realized why I am so groggy...my free sample the doc gave me are a different dose, and I need to take three pills instead of one...like I used too....not gonna complain because they are free but I feel like zombie moron
    hope sue is ok...
    and cats AND dogs rock!!!!
    LOTS OF LOVE NORA...how is Casey????
    I love my family more than alcohol.:h
    Live in the Solution....not the problem

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      #77
      The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

      I have to share something. When my son and EX-bitch married, she had a 14 month old daughter. I kept her every day, till she started school, which I paid for the first 2 years. When things began to really go south, and she quit going to school, ex helped her hide it, though we'd bought her a car which she totalled, she moved in at 17 with her boyfriend, had a baby by 19 1/2, and (accidentally) another by 20. She cut off contact with me, mainly I believe because she was embarrassed about what I thought. She has cut her ties with the EX, has a very wonderful and supportive family with her partner, and she's reaching out to me, will be coming for Christmas. I'm crying happy tears.
      I also checked in briefly on FB, don't hang there much. Taylor's boyfriend, who has been very sharp and clever on our messages over pics posted, sent me a friend message, which I accepted. He told me he had heard so much about me, and knew it was important we meet. I can only take good things from this. These are beautiful, wonderful, overtures, for my acceptance, and I feel a reassurance that my grandchildren want my approval. SO, unless the sun falls on the earth, I will feel good today. Love to you all.
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      Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
      awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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        #78
        The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

        Ruby, that is WONDERFUL news!! You KNOW how happy I am for you.:h

        Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


        St. Francis of Assisi

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          #79
          The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

          And I am for you Nan. At one point in my journey, for whatever insane reason, when I got a few steps ahead with my children believing in me again, and my changes, I would drink beyond reason. I know there is some psychological reason, but I didn't understand it until the last 5 years. And I know longer care what that definition is. I just know, that as warped as my thinking was, and all the mistakes I made ( I CRINGE when I think of them!) they come back to me, trust me, want the babies around me. I have talked openly to Beck and Tay, to let them know I'm not trying to hide or negate my mistakes. And they have come back, or never left, and seem to still crave mine and Hub's particular brand of love and home. So, I hope, if one person is out there thinking they can never repair their AL damage, it's not true. It can be done, and is SOSOSOSOSO worth it. When Hubs finally gets home today, he'll worry why I've cried so much, till I hope I can explain. And it gives me added strength to be what my grands want and deserve from me, which is not a chore, but a blessing.
          Now if Beck wants me to keep those humongous boys of hers, we WILL have to talk, but I can't in words express how happy I am right now about the situation.
          I do regret that my girls may never have the opportunity for their mother to be the influence in theirs and their children's lives, which I know is what Beck wants, but Mimzy is here, and will always be.
          Sorry to wax so poetic, dramatic, loves. Just a very emotional day. And I'm HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!
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          Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
          awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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            #80
            The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

            Ruby, I am so happy for you. I know you have blamed yourself for so much. This news really makes my heart sing.
            On a completely different note, I think I just had the worst panic attack fo my life. My wonderful hubs came in and found me in a bawling heap. he just wrapped his arms around me and held me for a bit while I calmed down. Damn life can be overwhelming. I am fine family, and blessed to have a great man in my life ( and good meds!!) I guess all the bs and messing up my meds set me off...I feel like such a trainwreck sometimes and I am so happy I can share with you, my poor sons dont know what to think and i dont want them to think I am a complete loony bird.
            I love my family more than alcohol.:h
            Live in the Solution....not the problem

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              #81
              The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

              Mimzey, you sound happy and that is making me happy!!!
              I love my family more than alcohol.:h
              Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                #82
                The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                I CAN DO CAPITAL LETTERS IN COLOUR ALL BIG
                How simple it is to see that we can only be happy now and there will never be a time when it is not now....

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                  #83
                  The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                  sunshinedaisies;1015229 wrote: I CAN DO CAPITAL LETTERS IN COLOUR ALL BIG

                  LMAO!!!!!

                  Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                  St. Francis of Assisi

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                    #84
                    The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                    Sunny-are you okay?????? Are those new boobs messing with you???
                    Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

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                      #85
                      The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                      but can you chew gum, pat yer head and rub yer tummy at the same time? huh?

                      Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                      St. Francis of Assisi

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                        #86
                        The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                        I WILL HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT
                        How simple it is to see that we can only be happy now and there will never be a time when it is not now....

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                          #87
                          The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                          Ruby-I am at work....of course always checking in here....but I just have to say how very happy I am for you.....you must be on top of the world that your stepdaughter is back in your life and her kids. What an honor for you to be there for her again..........life is good, isn't it???

                          Jan...honey, with what you are going thru, it's okay to cry sometimes...like you said, it is probably the meds. I had to ask my dr. for anxiety med last week because I had a major meltdown 2 weeks ago....even though I'm on effexor, I knew I needed something else. At least you have a wonderful husband to comfort you. xxx
                          Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

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                            #88
                            The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                            DON'T GO OVER EXERTING YOURSELF NOW.

                            Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                            St. Francis of Assisi

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                              #89
                              The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                              DO YOU LIKE SHOUTING AT US????
                              Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

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                                #90
                                The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

                                I'm confused ... hey..it happens. I thought Becky was your prodigal granddaughter returning to you Ruby??
                                Mama I've gone through those off the track so far, don't know if I'll ever get back on days. I never took meds though. That's when I started to drink after my ex did the brainwash number on my kids. You are going through a lot of financial uncertainty and it is understandable to feel low. I think it will be good for you to go to your Dad's??:l

                                Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


                                St. Francis of Assisi

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