The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

[rubywillow]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Sun, I KNOW about the working-all-the-time husbands. Hubs has been of a total of 6 says since labor day. (today's one of them, and he's already getting on my last nerve!)
Here's a funny for your day, everyone. I LOVE this guy!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxANVjiOMHg[/video]]YouTube - Roy D. Mercer - Wrong Number
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHFjzGcfnQQ[/video]]YouTube - Roy D. Mercer- Barber Shop
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVI2rUJYVlg[/video]]YouTube - Roy D. Mercer: "Bury'd Cat"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4dXheYkztA[/video]]YouTube - Roy D Mercer: "Sissy Dog"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofIa8Qcaqt0[/video]]YouTube - Roy D. Mercer - Car Dealer

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

OK....everyone line up and start swinging. I got drunk last night. I think I was testing myself and I know its cause I have been so darn bored.
Time to go back on Antabuse and get the head screwed on straight. I am an alcoholic and cannot drink. My husband has been yelling at me all morning and i think I jammed a finger. 45 days down the drain. I didn;t enjoy it and it wasnt worth it.....Painful silence in my house this morning and I feel just terrible. No sugar coating....hand it to me.....

[mistysmoma]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Altho I dont post here much, I read the thread daily. You are only human like all of us, and I for one can say that it can be soo difficult some days, and I have sometimes felt the need to cave in to AL. Just get back on track and learn from this. Its not unusual for alcoholics like us to relapse, so dont be discouraged, and I can tell alot of people here care about you and are here for you no matter what.

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

we have been talking and he can be quite brutal, deservedly so. He told me had been thinking about divorce before I got my shit together last time and that has rocked me to the core....perhaps this is my rock bottom. I have to calm down, stop crying, and put my big girl panties on. I fucked up. Time to fix it. I wish you were all here so I could have hugs...or punches....not sure which. I am ashamed and horrified. Any lurkers can yell too....

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Jan, dear friend - I am not one to yell - I would hug, which might not be the way to go - I will leave others to do the yelling. Stress right now is MAJOR for you - I know, not an excuse, but at least you recognized what you did. You know what to do now. Call me if you need to - I am always here for you.

hugs, Sun xx

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

thanks misty...that means alot to me...I fucking hate this disease.

[mistysmoma]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

I want to add that you dont need punches mama..you need hugs, and Im sending a big one to you. Im sure he loves you very much and just wants the best for you, give him time and if he loves you he will understand. You can overcome this and get back up..

[tlrgs]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

GOOD MORNING well just stop in for a quiky have a great day stay strong and keep shifting forward one and all

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

sunni...I would call but I am blubbering too much!!
Gonna eat some breakfast and soldier on. I may call in a bit. BTW...called K9 twice yesterday and she never answered

[ThisWayOut]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

no words - ass in gear now, as i don't remember this Dec - or Nov - omg - ass in gear - try to salvage rest of month - day 2 - today i dont drink - not today.

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

thanks misty...

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Come on This Way...I blew it last night after 45 or so sober days....I will help you do this...bravo on day2...you are in the tough part...it gets easier

[ThisWayOut]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

thanks - mind racing - need to calm down - i will feel better soon - I do it correctly (what ever that means) this time.

[mistysmoma]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

You are quite welcome..and I hate this disease too!!! you are a strong lady inside and out, but you are human with faults, like all of us. Be gentle on yourself tho and just keep remembering all the bad things about AL.

[OverIt2007]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Oh Mama, Mama...

I know how you feel about now. I remember when I blew my 30 days and I blew it bad too. I havent been able to get 30 days since.

Im so sorry for how you are feeling now. Just know you are not alone, and everyone here pretty much understands how you feel. Are things any better now? Is hubby serious when he is mentioning divorce or just really pissed off.

This can be your rock bottom if you want it to be. This can be the time to crawl from the bottom and start the climb to the top again. Thinking about you today..