The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Lisa Lou!!! You have a wonderful way of showing up when I need you.
I think he is just pissed....cant be too awful cause he just brought me pancakes....
I miss you honey and I am so glad to see you post
I wish I could fly away for awhile and come back new, fresh...um...and wrinkle free!!

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Hi TWO!!!!! Lovely to see you here - stay with us = we will all give you lots of support here - it is hard but just keep putting one foot in front of the other. hang in there. Are you feeling okay at the moment??

Misty and Overit - nice to see you here as well - yes, we all know how jan is feeling and I am so pleased I wasn't the only one sending hugs! Great to see you both here.

Good Morning Rog! Sleep in this morning did we??

Hugs, Sun xx

[stirly-girly]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

mama bear;1025277 wrote: thanks misty...that means alot to me...I fucking hate this disease.

We all hate this disease. It takes something away from us every single time we cave in and drink. Because it's never one or two, it's til we've had one or two or ten too many. You know the drill by now. You've got a chance at a new job coming up, something you need desperately from what I understand. For crying out loud, don't let AL stand in the way of getting that. You need to be clear-headed, calm and cool if you want things to go well this time. You know that, so go for it. You said yourself you need to get back on the Antabuse - then there is no option whether or not to drink, no matter for what reason. And big girl pants. Extra heavy fabric. I hope this time things go better.

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Thanks Stirly...they will go better. 45 days was mind blowing to me.....and fabric shall be course and scratchy!!

[Ringing Cedars]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

I would think those pants should be comfy Mama so's you don't want to take them off.

[stirly-girly]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

mama bear;1025324 wrote: Thanks Stirly...they will go better. 45 days was mind blowing to me.....and fabric shall be course and scratchy!!

Horse hair fabric comes to mind....:H:H

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

RC...u have a good point!!

[Ringing Cedars]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

You knew this was coming Mama and you tested the waters and hopefully that is it now. I'm sending you hugs and no yelling. xox

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

not sure I knew it was coming....but I did test the waters and dailed miserably. Thanks for hugs. How u doin???

[Ringing Cedars]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Truth is I feel completely overwhelmed right now. I so want to get a bottle of wine cause I know I will get a lot more done. It will relax me and help my back and keep me going. I kinda resent that so many people are taking happy pills and drugs of all sorts. One bottle of wine won't kill me!

[Ringing Cedars]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

You mentioned a week or so ago you were thinking about drinking Mama. That seems to be a common prelude to people going for it. Just my observation.

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

oh yeah......i forgot about that...well...antabuse shall be popped later and I will work on plan...I know it takes more than a pill
RC....one bottle of wine will kill you baby.......cause it leads to more......and more.....and more
that;s just your alcoholic brain talking to you

[Ringing Cedars]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Well I'm off to do what I can. Sorry Mama but I don't believe I've crossed that line to being an alcoholic. Yes I've abused al, no doubt. I am in the shop and heading out. No internet at home. Apparently the device I purchased is not recommended for my area as I'm in a marginal coverage area. So I've been piggybacking on someone else's system the past couple of months. Odd that I'm being charged though.

[mama bear]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

no offense RC..I was just trying to be wise and quote someone somewhere!!!
Have a great day...

[bird]

The Journey is here...So Get your ass in gear for December to Remember

Well even so mb 45 days is awesome. compared to what you were doing. Why does he yell? Loved ones don.t understand sometimes. We all have our little problems and nobody is perfect I'd tell him. 1 day in 45 I'd say.