anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

[mama bear]

I miss her posts...and am worrying....

[Chillgirl]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

Mama I haven't seen our feather friend around for at least a couple of weeks......

[mama bear]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

darn it all

[sapphire1]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

SHOUT OUT FOR SPUDDLEDUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are you Spuds.....we love you....please check in

[JackieClaire]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

I'll ring her tomorrow.

[spuddleduck]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

hello sweet peeps. dont worry im still waddling and flapping. havent been on the site for a couple of weeks and came on today (lots of new posts to read) and found this.... hey mama b you must have been sending thought waves out to me.
ive been hibernating as ive been drinking and feeling crap. well drinking a couple of times a week but serious binges, then staying in bed feeling crap and not 'getting it'. i think and hope ive hit one of those moments where i can re-assess things (hmm yet again, ive said this before). last Wed i had my work christmas lunch and was really pleased that i didnt drink. so pleased that i came home and went straight out to the pub.?????? needless to say it all went horribly wrong.. i was refused a drink late on as i was so pissed... threw my glass (at the floor.... thank god) and got dragged out... never to go back again. NOT GOOD!!!! IS THIS WHAT A MONSTER I TURN INTO ... YES!!!!
any way after lots of time in bed feeling so awful im hoping (yes i know hoping is not good enough but its all i can do right now) this has made me wake up to the shit im getting back to. recently ive been drinking on a monday as i dont work on tuesday and can 'enjoy' a hangover. NOT TODAY. nothing would make me take a drink today.... long may it continue.

[Chillgirl]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

Spuds welcome back darlin :l...... you know the insanity in it all so lets get you back on track, get rid of any AL in the house for starters and give yourself some healthy rewards for not drinking. You CAN do this and checking in here will help too....

[mama bear]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

Oh sweetie...it's MWO karma that we were all worrying about you......PLEASE stay in touch and let's figure out how to make it stick.
I am not the best role model as I drank after 45 days, but I am gonna start over....Day 2...I will be holding your wing the whole way

[Guest]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

Just got back and saw this post, but spuds has beat me to it. I spoke with her last week(I think), and we've been in the same sort of place I think - not geographically, although we are actually in the same part of the country.

Anyway spuds just wanted to say that was exactly what I used to do. Either not drink, or restrain myself until I was on my own. Crazy. I'm feeling better at the moment and going to resume my counsellor trips(although I don't want to I think needs must). Oh and a certain, infamous off licence chain refused me service the other week because it was my 3rd purchase of the day. I was a bit wonky but I just went to a supermarket down the road instead.

Oh the shame.

Perhaps us Cumbrians will get it one day.

[mama bear]

anyone heard from Spuddleduck?

UK..you are in Cumbria, too? I am so sorry to hear of your troubles.....you have been such a rock to me in the past.....and I know you will be again soon