It has been almost 3 months since my last post. In that time I experimented with moderate drinking only to find out what I had already suspected. It does not work for me. My drinking at the moment is not dangerously out of control (it is easy to blend in this time of year) but it is ramping up. I don't want to drink, however the idea of never drinking again seems foreign and unachievable. So the best way forward is not to think about what feels impossible and focus on what is possible. It is possible not to have a glass of wine tonight.
I have spent the afternoon pouring over this site, sort of standing on the side of the pool working up the courage to jump in again. I am looking forward to joining you all again, and so grateful for this site.
Merry Christmas!
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