last night, there was nothing music wise on the car radio and NPR was making me sand and depressed, so I turned it off and just started thinking. Sometimes that is bad for me. I started thinking, gee, maybe I will be able to moderate some time, maybe my problem is not as bad as I thought?.you know all the CRAP that AL starts sticking in your cranium. I snapped out of it pretty quick. I actually found myself shouting ?SHUT UP? at my inner monologue. Anyway, it then started me thinking about the positives that have been happening lately because of my 74 days of sobriety. You have heard these things a bajillion times, but they are true!
- Sleeping better (not great, but I have never in my life slept through the night)
- No hangovers (no, duh)
- I look better and feel better
- Have a little money left over at the end of the week ? not scambling to get a cheap bottle of wine or three on a Thursday before pay day
- Having time to do what I should be doing ? like playing with my kids and just being there for them
- Remembering stuff
- Keeping promises
- Able to take my kids places without being worried about driving
- Easy weekend wakeups ? no feeling like a bleary eyed piece of crap
- No excuses, no hiding
- Less anxieties (although I think I may need to be on meds for that ? not sure yet. I am not anxious about drinking ? it is every single other thing in my life?lol)
- My kids are proud of me
- I am proud of myself
- I have made wonderful friends here at MWO and think the world of you all.
And of course one of the most important things?.today I heard those three words that every woman longs to hear?
?YOU?VE LOST WEIGHT!? :H :H :H
Love you guys!!! Thanks for making these past 74 days completely bearable!!
X X O O X X O O
- Sleeping better (not great, but I have never in my life slept through the night)
- No hangovers (no, duh)
- I look better and feel better
- Have a little money left over at the end of the week ? not scambling to get a cheap bottle of wine or three on a Thursday before pay day
- Having time to do what I should be doing ? like playing with my kids and just being there for them
- Remembering stuff
- Keeping promises
- Able to take my kids places without being worried about driving
- Easy weekend wakeups ? no feeling like a bleary eyed piece of crap
- No excuses, no hiding
- Less anxieties (although I think I may need to be on meds for that ? not sure yet. I am not anxious about drinking ? it is every single other thing in my life?lol)
- My kids are proud of me
- I am proud of myself
- I have made wonderful friends here at MWO and think the world of you all.
And of course one of the most important things?.today I heard those three words that every woman longs to hear?
?YOU?VE LOST WEIGHT!? :H :H :H
Love you guys!!! Thanks for making these past 74 days completely bearable!!
X X O O X X O O
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, 
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