My first AF dream.

[Nichau]

I dream a lot. Not so much daydream, or dream about my future?but at night when I'm sleeping. I had several dreams about going on the wagon; just anxious feelings, etc. As a matter of fact, that's how I 'analyze' my dreams: rather than unravel the plot, I think about how I was feeling during the dream. Tells me a lot.

Anyway, I had my first AF dream last night. I'm on Antabuse, and I dreamt that I threw caution to the wind and had a sip of wine. Soon after, I began to get a bad headache. So this morning I woke up with a headache (neck problems, etc.). The dream must have come on after I started getting a headache while I slept!

Art imitates life! :H

[Wagoneer]

My first AF dream.

Isn't that crazy? I still have them - I wake up feeling like ass along wth guilt from drinking - even though I had not touched a drop in real life! It's a real motivator for me to NOT drink!

[Change]

My first AF dream.

I have been having weird dreams, some where i am falling off the wagon and actually feeling "hungover" when i wake up.

The other night i had one where a friend led me to take drugs and alcohol and have a big night out. In the dream, i was very angry with him for breaking my sobriety, and very disappointed in myself for breaking all the hard work i'd been doing. I actually woke up feeling like i'd had a big night out! And, had to remind myself it was only a dream.

The other thing i decided from that dream was that he is to be watched.