Sick, tired lonely. Fed up with feeling sorry for myself.

[ozymandias]

:new: What more can I say? The title says it all. Sad,lonely,miserable,wallowing in myown selfish little pit of misery, hoping someone will come along and give me me hope hope without my ever having to make any t on my own behalf. OH, Please come and recue me! How pateticc ,ow sad. How lost.
I am afraid to talk to you, any of you, in case you show just how shallow I am.
I read, I watch TV, I see and learn,and I think, who am I to complain? Just self-indulgence, only self pity, nothing more than the great big I Am. But I wonder, if I can see it,perhaps I can empaphise, maybe Icvan see other peoples lives.Or am I only a sociopa
thic drunk looking for for a litlle validation ?

[YoungAtHeart]

Sick, tired lonely. Fed up with feeling sorry for myself.

Wow, that's quite a list of negatives you have there. I'll certainly be happy to validate the drinking part; all of us are here because we have problems with drinking, and I'm sure that you fit right in on that count.

On the other hand, I really can't validate that you are quite as bad as you portray yourself. If you can read and learn and you can empathize, I'm sure that you can get a lot from this site, and in time, you can also probably give a lot on this site. There's a big range between a good person who drinks too much and a sociopathic drunk, and you are probably somewhere in between. As you read and learn and get more perspective, you will probably begin to see yourself more clearly and with more balance.

Meanwhile, welcome to MWO and all the best as you begin your journey!

Warmly,
Kathy

[Ivygoodluck]

Sick, tired lonely. Fed up with feeling sorry for myself.

Ozy,

You are having a pity party. We all have those once in a while. Realize it will pass and if you stay here and try the program, you can find that opening in yourself to start taking hold.

The supps really help too. I took the GAba, L-glut and kudzu today and had only two wines tonight when I would usually have four or five.

Welcome, don't call yourself names, hug yourself and love yourself. That's a good start.

Good luck and stick around.

Ivy

[Beaches]

Sick, tired lonely. Fed up with feeling sorry for myself.

Ozy,
Hello. Well you just summed up how I feel for the most part right now. Good day because I quit smoking bad week or month because I can not seem to quit drinking. It's a vicious cycle. Drink to feel good, feel good,feel like crap in the morning and drink so that you don't feel like crap anymore and so the saga goes on..
It's good to let it out we just have crappy days, weeks or months sometimes. That's why we are here.

NP