Welcome to our family, Pro! You are safe here, we will never judge you, just love and encourage you.Don't avoid posting when things aren't going well. That's when you need us the most. YOU CAN DO THIS! Just take it one day at a time, sometimes, one step at a time. Bill, I hope your sleeping habits improve. ointup: YEAH FOR DAY 4! ointup: I am so proud of you! Biz, I hope you enjoy the cds and dvds! They really helped me alot! So happy you are closing on that Maryland property! Thank you so much for helping Bill. Will he have to be put on a long waiting list to get into an apt? He needs somewhere to go fast! RC, it is so good to see you post with all your encouragement and wisdom! We miss you when you aren't here! I mailed your pkg out, but it may come back to me, because I didn't know your last name. Nora, I hope you have a good day. I miss Grateful, MB and Ruby!
I have had a pretty good day. I've been working on my daughter's addresses for the shower and wedding and I have finished going through all her thousands of pics growing up and pulled out all the best ones for her to make a video, or whatever ya'll called it. Paul has been so sick, he has not got out of his recliner all day, so we haven't hardly talked, but atleast the vodka and the beer is all gone and he didn't go get anymore, so hopefully, tonight will be better. I went back and read all your posts. Fennel, I'm so glad you had a great time on your trip. I would say the same thing to someone else in my shoes, but like I said, I am stuck here for now. The house is paid for and I am on disability and Paul works sometimes, so he has money to buy booze. Paul usually is a good husband and takes care of me. It's not like I could find anyone else to and I aint staying here in these woods by myself, so far away from my kids and family. Sunni, you are so right. I need to take better care of myself. I stay so busy, I forget to eat and then I bottom out or if I'm sick or upset, my sugar goes through the roof! It's just a rollercoaster, but today I have been checking my BS and I got real low (27) and Paul got up to fix me something to eat and I told him to sit down, I could take care of myself. I do try to talk to Paul and encourage him and he promises everyday he won't drink, until around 3, another promise is broken. so many times I have made him choose me or the alcohol and he always chooses the booze. He loves his alcohol more than me! Okay, that's enough about me, it will all work out. I hope everyone has a wonderful evening. I love you all so very much! :heartsnflowers: Vicki
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