This is an odd post. To be honest with everyone i want to sit and cry, infact i have been, as everything is just all ontop of me. I feel since the birth of my daughter 3 years ago, i have been cursed with horrible stuff happening to me and my family.
We have as a family, held hands very tightly and kicked all the problems and issues such as cancer, heart problems, money problem, drinking problems, depression porblems and much more hard enough up the ass for them NEVER to return. I just really want to sit down for a bit and remind myself all everything i have to be thankful for and positive about.
1- i'm sober.. Still.. shocking. After everything that's happened. I can say, i don't think i've ever in my life been through anything as stressful as the last 2 months.
2- i'm healthy.. kinda *lol* bad back but apart from that.. i'm good.
3- I have a home, a happy home. I know i'm meant to be selling my house but my home is whereever my children hubby and dog are sooo i'll always have a happy home.
4- i have a job.. need to face them all soon but hey ho.
5- i have happy, healthy family and extended family.
6- i have a life ahead of my to live.. sober. A life i want to live happily to the full.
7- i want to experience things... see the world.. walk the great wall of china, swim with the sharks at the great barrier whatever it's called is australia. i want to climb a mountain.. any will do *lol* I want to learn how to surf in hawaii, i want to lay on the island in the maldives and soak my past troubles away, i want to cruise in the artict and feel the freezing weather, i want to built a snowman in Canada while staying in a log cabin in the woods, i want to ski in switzerland, i want to take my daughter shopping in paris (when she's old enough) and i want to eat pizza in itlay. I want to take the dog on holiday with us to the lake district and i want to complete a degree and become a childrens nurse. I want to grow old without ever wishing that i'd done things different or that i'd missed out on oppurtunaties.
We have as a family, held hands very tightly and kicked all the problems and issues such as cancer, heart problems, money problem, drinking problems, depression porblems and much more hard enough up the ass for them NEVER to return. I just really want to sit down for a bit and remind myself all everything i have to be thankful for and positive about.
1- i'm sober.. Still.. shocking. After everything that's happened. I can say, i don't think i've ever in my life been through anything as stressful as the last 2 months.
2- i'm healthy.. kinda *lol* bad back but apart from that.. i'm good.
3- I have a home, a happy home. I know i'm meant to be selling my house but my home is whereever my children hubby and dog are sooo i'll always have a happy home.
4- i have a job.. need to face them all soon but hey ho.
5- i have happy, healthy family and extended family.
6- i have a life ahead of my to live.. sober. A life i want to live happily to the full.
7- i want to experience things... see the world.. walk the great wall of china, swim with the sharks at the great barrier whatever it's called is australia. i want to climb a mountain.. any will do *lol* I want to learn how to surf in hawaii, i want to lay on the island in the maldives and soak my past troubles away, i want to cruise in the artict and feel the freezing weather, i want to built a snowman in Canada while staying in a log cabin in the woods, i want to ski in switzerland, i want to take my daughter shopping in paris (when she's old enough) and i want to eat pizza in itlay. I want to take the dog on holiday with us to the lake district and i want to complete a degree and become a childrens nurse. I want to grow old without ever wishing that i'd done things different or that i'd missed out on oppurtunaties.
awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, 
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