well i thot that i had my abs under control during the xmas season.
WRONG it is snowing here in vancouver
that brings out a lot of my triggers and cravings so i caved in --F###k and
double f@@@k i just blew 2 months of ABS -----at least i gave my liver a break.
each time i lose it i learn something.
this time it was an almost uncontrolable anxiety that i had very difficult time dealing with.this is very diffiicult for me.however each time the little Additive voice tells me something he really wants i am much more aware of that internal influance or programe .once i know what its program is i can send a very nasty non-alcoholic virus its way and i really think that it will not recover from my message soon.
take care all and watch for very subtle triggers.
WRONG it is snowing here in vancouver
that brings out a lot of my triggers and cravings so i caved in --F###k and
double f@@@k i just blew 2 months of ABS -----at least i gave my liver a break.
each time i lose it i learn something.
this time it was an almost uncontrolable anxiety that i had very difficult time dealing with.this is very diffiicult for me.however each time the little Additive voice tells me something he really wants i am much more aware of that internal influance or programe .once i know what its program is i can send a very nasty non-alcoholic virus its way and i really think that it will not recover from my message soon.
take care all and watch for very subtle triggers.
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