Others bathe themselves in others pains but are too much of a coward to come forward - they just like to cause trouble because it will make you feel better. Others are banned and can't get in any other way. Others just get drunk and strike out at others to cause pain for no apparent reason.
Whatever the case - stop it!!! There is no excuse for the hurt that you have been causing. Why can't you just let a good man rest in peace. It doesn't matter what real or imaginary battle you have cooked up in your mind. Let it go - you will be so much happier if you do. YOu've made your point - you hate them and you've managed to make them hate you. So. . . what have you won??? Move on!!
Go someplace where you are wanted. This is not the place. It may have been at another time - you've burned too many bridges. You've scared newbys away and made this a soap opera it doesn't need to be. You have a family who loves you. Get the help you need and stop torchuring us.
I've said too much, but I can't be silent any more.
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