Army Thread Saturday 2 April

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

InChains;1089885 wrote: enjoy your duck, and will probably see you later JC

I can just imagine Mr. JC going "quack quack"...

[InChains]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

enjoy your shower and your book whatever it happens to be

[mario]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Jesus couldent keep up with all yis yapping, Goodnight mr tips

[mollyka]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Fecks sake, it's taken me bout 3 hours to read back and now you're all off to bed!
Howr'yas?? Anyone home??

[cymru]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Evening all. Seems the army has been firing on all cylinders tdy. I found some prints of my first 30 day thread in 08 tdy when tidying up. Was good to read through it, and to be honest most of the ppl who posted are still here. Starts had a Ive lost my marbles avatar, Oney a Dolph Lungren one(!). Was good to read back.
To be honest, I havent had the best of evenings. Dont know whether it was being alone tnt, feeling tired, not eating properly or even the exercise I did earlier, but I had some very strong urges tnt. Went out to buy potatoes and there were lots of 'regulars' in the pub, ppl buying booze by the bucket load in the shop and ppl on there way to town. Just kinda took it all in and im just writing down the reasons I think it may have happened for future reference.
So I came home, had my first valium, which did kinda chill me out, a hot bath and and ive just cooked some fresh haddock, new potatoes and a lemon parsley butter sauce. Got some munchies choc bites which Im going to have with a cuppa and chill.
Just had to get that out of my system I suppose.

[InChains]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

I'm about as ever, haven't had time to read back over things unfortunately. how you doing this evening?

edit: hey cy, sorry to hear you've had such a tough night, but very glad to see you're still here and going

[cymru]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Yer, it wasnt really tough to be honest. Its something I look upon as part of my road to sobriety. Im not going to get stressed or angry when the urges hit, and let the tension build. Im trying to look at it rationally, and knew this would happen.
My father has also been ill, and though i think im dealing with this everyday, I know my rents are keeping certain things from me, knowing that I am in early sobriety. I would of got angry about this, but tmr I will sit with them and chat about it.
Still, my hockey team got through to the play off finals so im well chuffed bout that!

[mario]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Hi cymru,molly and in chains,

cymru your post on my thread made me sit up more than usual,you have a lot of experience to give here and i hope you do share it,sorry your not feeling to good but your food sounds delicious.enjoy.

[mollyka]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Hi Cy and Ic! Reckon we all have 'iffy' nights and days Cy, I was working today and driving home bout 5.30 had a momentary 'empty' feeling, what could be nicer than a 'nice glass of wine', no sense --- absolutely none, but it was there!! I deffo find eating just erases those feelings, so hubs' beef in black bean sauce worked wonders!!

[cymru]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Thank you Mario. From someone I respect greatly that is much appreciated :-)

[mollyka]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

Hi my lovely Mario?? How's you tonight Certainly not wishing tough times on you, but your thread was a big wake up call to me anyhows, very easy to get complacent!:l

[cymru]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

That was it Molly. An empty feeling. U got it in one. GF stayed at home cause she had a stressfull day in work, rents are away, Erin at a friends, and I guess I just felt a bit lonely.
Love beef in black bean sauce!

[one2many]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

And to me too......I

[mario]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

You love black bean sauce as well one2many

[one2many]

Army Thread Saturday 2 April

No, your post was a major wake up call to me