Oh, and I started taking Milk Thistle.
I woke up this morning feeling very tired. I felt more awake after some coffee. I ate breakfast ate work (banana). Then after lunch (just a sandwich), it felt like someone punched me in the stomach...a dull constant ache. I vomited and left early. When I got home a started to have diarrhea and a low grade fever (99.5).
I am convinced that I either have gastritis our alcohol hepatitis. I don't have jaundice or severe pain, but my abdomen is tender. Maybe I've been reading too much on the internet....I am so scared to go to the doctor. As I stated in a previous post, he knows of my drinking history. He gave me antatbuse and I stopped taking it because of the side effects. I'm afraid I will have hepatitis and my husband will find out. He thinks I've been sober since the end of August. I have very bad insurance ($3000 deductible I have to pay myself first), so if I ended up with having to have a bunch of tests on my liver he will probably divorce me.
Plus, I don't even know when I can go to the doctor--I don't have much sick time at work. If you don't have sick time and you take off even for appointments, you are on the chopping block to get fired.
I am so scared. Good this be side effects of the alcohol withdrawal or the Milk Thistle? Am I just scaring myself because I feel so incredibly guilty?
Thanks for listening,
fragileflower
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