I went to work - I'm a flight attendant - and thought about it all the way home. Night flight from South America. Couldn't stop thinking about it: get in early. Take a nap. Wake to the warm sun and have far too much wine. I couldn't answer "why". I deliberately ignored the question.
So many of the posts are encouraging in their continued success, but I'm wondering if there was any stumbling in the beginning? I feel as if I'm trying to turn a moving freight train on a dime; or at least, trying to rein one.
The book and kudzu are the only two elements I've started. Woke up this morning, and before burying my head back under the covers, ordered some supps and Topa. I'd like to get back to where I was even five days ago - when I wasn't thinking about it.
And, as a "newbie" I hope I am not stepping on any toes by starting a new thread. I'm just hoping for a bit of input.
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