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    do you realize you are drunk?

    i've just been sorting through some old videos and had this thought. obviously i realize when im totally pickled but how about earlier on.
    i came across some video of me insisting i wasnt drunk. i was slurring, squinting, pulling strange faces, saying stupid things yet insisting that i wasnt drunk. OF COURSE I WAS DRUNK! i know i still do this, i honestly dont realize when im drunk.... perhaps this is why i continue drinking when to others i am obviously drunk but to me im just slightly chilled out.
    any thoughts on this?
    Today is the tomorrow i worried about yesterday and it turned out fine
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    #2
    do you realize you are drunk?

    That's a hard one, Spud. I knew, but thought I was VERY clever, till I saw the photographic proof later!
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      #3
      do you realize you are drunk?

      Boy I can relate to that as well. Like you guys, I thought I was SO clever at hiding what I thought was mild tipsyness. Photographs were quite revealing, but I chose to ignore the evidence. I would also ignore things like voice mails I would leave, and then listen back to :egad:. E-mails I would send, etc. The evidence was all right there that I had a very serious problem. But I ignored it for a long long time.

      Spuds, one of the huge benefits of stopping drinking is not having to worry all the time. No more "was I OK? Was I slurring? Did I say something stupid? Did I send any regrettable e-mails? Did I drunk dial anyone?" Etc. LOL - I was the last one to know exactly how bad of a drunk I really was.

      Never give up.

      DG
      Sobriety Date = 5/22/08
      Nicotine Free Date = 2/27/07


      One day at a time.

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        #4
        do you realize you are drunk?

        Oh Spuds I have been so drunk I threw up all over the bed and woke up in my hubby's clothes, all new sheets and didn't remember ANY of it. I seem to have no stop button.

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          #5
          do you realize you are drunk?

          Sometimes the problem was, I would wake up in the morning with this very vague feeling I probabaly said something stupid on another message board I frequent. As I would lay there, waking up, bits and pieces would come back to me very slowly.

          Then after returning to the computer, I would indeed find some heated discussions with some other members, clearly fueled by AL.

          All be darned if in the last six AF days, I have not done that......hmmmmmmmm:H
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            #6
            do you realize you are drunk?

            I know the moment I just always think ... 1 more won't harm ..as if!! I look at some photos and I'm horrified..:upset:
            Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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              #7
              do you realize you are drunk?

              Me, I never knew when I was drunk. I had no tipsy in me. Ever. I went from completely sober to completely smashed in literally a matter of seconds. So nope, never knew when I was drunk. Efiin sucked to be honest.
              Every day is a day to start over and remember that I am powerless over my addiction. I will no longer give the BEAST any power over me - he can go straight to hell.
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                #8
                do you realize you are drunk?

                Me?? Drunk???? NEVER!!!! Nopesy, I never thought I was drunk. All the chaos around me when I was drinking was caused by people who just didn't understand, or annoyed me for no reason or demanded respect, honesty etc unreasonably. Ha! I certainly don't have a clue when I'm tipsy, more than tipsy or just outright drunk. I'm a zero to a million in .5 seconds kinda gal who must always avoid that first sip! But, I'm doing it AGAIN and it feels good!
                It is not what we do, but how much love we put into the doing.
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                  #9
                  do you realize you are drunk?

                  To me I feel the drunkeness when I drink. Some times more then others.

                  Fortunately I have done only a few stupid things. But still I have done them.
                  I quit drinking on March 8, 2020. Taking it One Day At A Time and no more taking my quit for granted.

                  Also doing it for me. I got to stay sober for me.

                  Just consecrate on today and do what you can to remain sober for today and worry about staying sober tomorrow, tomorrow.

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