Army Thread 17th May

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 17th May

hiya Inchers I'm still here, just fliffing around until I head off to school

[Zeppie2]

Army Thread 17th May

off now though, have a nice evening

[anon]

Army Thread 17th May

InChains;1116220 wrote: dammit am i really that off putting? really? xD

I am still here inchy. do you only come out at night?

[InChains]

Army Thread 17th May

haha, only get chance at night, college

[InChains]

Army Thread 17th May

haha, i'm never here in the day

[anon]

Army Thread 17th May

mollyka;1116225 wrote: I is here too Inchy!! How you feeling this evening Mrs A? Bit happier in yourself I hope:l

See Inchy you have a fan club forming

Still feel a bit tense Molly. Like you I gave up ciggies for 30 years and after a bit never craved them unlike the bloody drink.
A few years ago I took up smoking again and whoosh I was addicted again. Anyway I decided I was not having it and gave up again and it was easier that time. I do not even know how much they cost now. I hope it is as easy for you.

hat dose of antabuse do you take?:new:

[InChains]

Army Thread 17th May

i'm just waiting til i get my time off, i finish college forever in a week and a half then have 3 months off

[InChains]

Army Thread 17th May

I work, so I'm going to do a couple of days overtime every week, have 2 music festivals to go to and an art project to start for uni. Other than that going to spend plenty of time hanging out with friends and my fiance, playing bass and enjoying life

[anon]

Army Thread 17th May

Off to bed nighty night

[InChains]

Army Thread 17th May

night anon

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 17th May

Late check in before bed, it's been a long long day today. No drink, no craving, not even a passing thought tonight. Strange, then it got me to thinking, before I came here I drank every single day without fail for years. Most of the time I didn't enjoy the taste, or the small buzz or certainly not the always feeling tired and lethargic the next day. No, I guess it was just a habit, I used to liken it to taking my medicine, it did nothing for me but I just kept taking it. I wonder were there cravings, I guess there must have been but I never tried to fight them. Maybe that's why it sneaks up on us. We wake up one day and bang it's a big elephant came into the room while we had our eyes closed.
Anyway just in a reflective mood tonight and thankful that in the morning I will be able to face the day.

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 17th May

Actually it just dawned on me, how lovely it was to have a day free from the constant struggle, inner turmoil and battle. I wonder if that is what acceptance is like.
Contrary to what I think maybe I haven't actually accepted I can't drink again and that's the reason for my inability to crack this thing.

[Cassia]

Army Thread 17th May

Evening everyone! X

[Cassia]

Army Thread 17th May

Hey ktab! I am sure will accept it in your own time. We all do at different stages. You will be grand! X

[Tabbers (a.k.a. KTAB)]

Army Thread 17th May

Hi Cas, that's the thing though, acceptance, gratitude v deprivation etc... I get it all, I really do but I am questioning myself out loud because what I am doing obviously isn't working for me.