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    #1

    Holy roller

    Im totally jonesin for a beer.....just.....one........one little frosty chilled slice of heaven!


    Went driving by an outside bar/pizza joint last night, and saw some glasses for the first time.....daym, first time the craving has been this bad.

    Guess Ill go get a galss of tasty water..........lol

    Just wanted to vent to some peeps that would understand
    Living on Planet Sober since 05/02/11




    DAREDEVIL COOKIE MONSTER
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    #2
    Holy roller

    One will lead to another friend--is that what you want?

    Start by doing what's necessary, then what's possible and suddenly you are doing the impossible.


    St. Francis of Assisi

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      #3
      Holy roller

      Oh but the fiery hell that "chilled little slice of heaven" has put us through...one has never been enough for me.
      Stay strong!
      Jackie M

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        #4
        Holy roller

        I could never stop at 1. Perhaps 2 to 3 at times but only when I tell myself only 2-3 and even that was hard. I rather not even have the 1.
        I quit drinking on March 8, 2020. Taking it One Day At A Time and no more taking my quit for granted.

        Also doing it for me. I got to stay sober for me.

        Just consecrate on today and do what you can to remain sober for today and worry about staying sober tomorrow, tomorrow.

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          #5
          Holy roller

          So understand! It has been lovely and warm today - sat outside and read a book and thought of a chilled glass of chardonnay the whole frigging time! Last night seemed really hard but today is a stinker. I think prdie comes before a fall - I did so well this week and thought I had come so far and these thoughts took me so much by suprise! Yup Nelz, understand!
          And the outcome is not what I want, but wish my brain would get on the bus too!
          “The only courage you will ever need is the courage to live the life you want"

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            #6
            Holy roller

            Am right there with you ScotLass. 26 days and nearest I came to caving in. However, its now 3am. I picked my parents up from a party, both very much the worse for wear.....had to sit a while waiting on them and listening to the 'twaddle' of the host who repeatedly acted surprised when he kept asking who I was. Mum and dad both needed help to the car. When I got them in, I left worried that my mum would fall and hurt herself but when I wanted her to go to bed she was 'insulted' that I might think she was drunk!
            Then picked my daughter up [she was fine] and witnessed so many young people downtown absolutely out of control. Police were involved and an ambulance called....
            After feeling 'envious' earlier on tonight that I couldn't have my wine, I am now glad I did'nt succumb - as much as I didnt enjoy seeing all that behaviour tonight, it was a good reminder of the life I dont want......
            IT'S NEVER TOO LATE TO BE WHAT YOU MIGHT HAVE BEEN
            Relapse starts long before the drink is drunk!!.Fresh Start!

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              #7
              Holy roller

              well said Daisy - great reminder! Thank you...
              “The only courage you will ever need is the courage to live the life you want"

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                #8
                Holy roller

                Hang in there everyone!
                It does get easier with time but you have to give yourselves that gift of time
                AF since 03/26/09
                NF since 05/19/09
                Success comes one day at a time :thumbs:

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                  #9
                  Holy roller

                  Just got back from my sons ball game.....drank copious amounts of water.

                  I saw the word "ambulance" in one of the above posts...........that reminded me of just why I quit drinking....made it through this one!

                  Now I dont have to start over again


                  Ringing Cedars..............read some of your PM's and delete......sheeeesh, I cant even send ya a PM LOLz
                  Living on Planet Sober since 05/02/11




                  DAREDEVIL COOKIE MONSTER

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                    #10
                    Holy roller

                    Proud of you Nelz! But yep do understand how you felt!! I am feeling like that today being Sunday. A nice merlot or a glass of chards, grrrrrrrrrr! But nope because I am NOT going back to that living HELL! xx

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                      #11
                      Holy roller

                      We can get through this Nelz. good on u for sticking to the water! Iv got a birthday dinner to go to tonight, and sodawater is all i'll be on. Yum. Lol.

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