I just wanted to let those of you who are struggling know that you can do this. I wished for this so many times but I was afraid of what my life would be without drinking. I was terrified of not being able to deal with my feelings or being able to go to sleep. The first few days are the hardest but it gets easier and now after 90 plus days it is a totally different and awesome life. Now I love going to sleep naturally and my emotions have stabilized. Nothing was anywhere near as hard as that demon AL made me think it would be. In fact what I was doing and who I was when I was drinking was pathetic. What makes us ever think that living like that is what we want?
My doctor has ordered new blood tests for 6 months from now I am dertermined to be even healthier then.
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