I wish my brain would just give it a rest............
I have not been on this site for quite awhile(since last October to be exact)
Back In July of last year I started taking the Topomax( and stayed sober for about 9mos.)
I got sick of all the all side effects and decided to quit. So of course I started Drinking again. A few months later I decided to try Naltrexone(stayed sober for about a month).
So here I am on the roller coaster again-telling myself I desperately need to quit this Habit! It has consumed me most of my life......
Please, somebody give me the secret solution. Iam so tired of obsessing over this issue in my life. Why can't I just let this one Go?
PS- I've been through AA , Rehab, and therapy for years( you'd think I would have this beat by now!)
Any suggestions would be Greatly Appreciated!
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