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    #16
    ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

    This is the intro:

    As a bright schoolboy from a loving, middle-class family Ben Rogers was expected to make a success of his life. Raised in a quiet, picturesque village Ben was a Boy Scout, loved cricket, played in the school orchestra and looked forward to the annual family holiday. But despite his privileged start in life Ben found himself on the road to ruin, injecting heroin up to four times a day.
    During his last months, Ben kept a video diary of his drug use and desperate attempts to come off heroin. Ravaged by the drug, Ben’s body began to break down: he developed DVT and his veins were rendered so useless he had to inject into his groin. Despite his family’s best efforts, Ben couldn’t stop. He was haunted by, and hooked on, heroin.
    Ben: Diary of A Heroin Addict charts his lies and manipulation as he mixes his next hit whilst telling his mother Anne he is clean and making a new start. It reveals Annes anger and tears as Ben loses his fight against the drugs and shows how father Mikes unconditional love continues undiminished as they are forced to deal with their sons addiction.
    Director Olly Lambert comments: It’s incredibly rare to come across such raw and unflinching footage of a man so close to an abyss. I was speechless when I first watched it. I hope the film finishes what Ben had begun: to give people a visceral understanding of the nature of addiction. It has been a privilege to try and unpick who Ben really was using the intimate legacy hes left behind.
    “I hope to god you look at these videos and see what a mess I got myself into.” Ben Rogers.
    Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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      #17
      ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

      Morning Waggers, Morning KT

      I have bookmarked the documentary so I can watch it later on me lappy, KT.
      It could be worse, I could be filing.
      AF since 7/7/2009

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        #18
        ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

        Hi JC yeh do watch it.
        The last few minutes in his final piece to camera, he talks about being 'so sick of this shit, I know I am killing myself' is very poignant, I wont forget it in a hurry. Addiction is such a bastard.
        Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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          #19
          ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

          thanks for posting that Ktab, I actually have an almost unhealthy obsession with information, personal accounts and suchlike to do with opiate use and addiction, I'd heard of this documentary ages ago and have been wanting to watch it but couldn't find it anywhere. I'm sure it's goign to be pretty harrowing but I must admit I look forward to watching something that raw as part of my research
          I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

          To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

          18.08.13

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            #20
            ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

            You are very welcome Inchy. Sounds like you have an enquiring mind and that can only be good. I too seek out these kind of real life scenarios concerning addiction. That is a very good site for documentaries btw.
            Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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              #21
              ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

              thanks, nice to know I'm not the only one with that kind of interest, I've spoken to people about ti before who have found it a little disturbing
              I have faced it, a life wasted, and I am never going back there again

              To ya'll my name is inchy. I am an alcoholic - and priority number one is making it to the end of this day AF. No excuses.

              18.08.13

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                #22
                ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                How can informing yourself and seeking information be a bad thing? Unless it become compulsive and invasive, I suppose. Then again I think there may well be a degree of ocd in many of us. Now whether its the repetitive nature of alcoholic drinking that create this or the ocd that assists in the regular drinking who knows. Or maybe I am just talking crap.
                Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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                  #23
                  ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                  Here ya go Zenny:

                  This woman rushed to see her doctor, looking very much worried and all strung out. She rattles off: “Doctor, take a look at me. When I woke up this morning, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw my hair all wiry and frazzled up, my skin was all wrinkled and pasty, my eyes were bloodshot and bugging out, and I had this corpse-like look on my face! What's WRONG with me, Doctor!?”

                  The doctor looks her over for a couple of minutes, then calmly says: “Well, I can tell you that there ain't nothing wrong with your eyesight....”
                  Ethanol is a toxic chemical, why would I drink it?

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                    #24
                    ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                    :H:H:H ktabs!

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                      #25
                      ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                      ooooh quick weather report from the Costa del Tyne

                      Having a huge thunderstorm with some flashes of lightning. It's rattling the winders.

                      Great stuff

                      Bacinabit.
                      It could be worse, I could be filing.
                      AF since 7/7/2009

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                        #26
                        ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                        KTAB;1137645 wrote: Morning folks. I was watching this documentary last night and thought I would share. It is strong stuff, the power of addiction is frightening.

                        Ben: Diary Of A Heroin Addict | Watch Free Documentary Online
                        Wow strong stuff indeed, very sad for both him and his family
                        Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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                          #27
                          ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                          KTAB;1137687 wrote: Here ya go Zenny:

                          This woman rushed to see her doctor, looking very much worried and all strung out. She rattles off: ?Doctor, take a look at me. When I woke up this morning, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw my hair all wiry and frazzled up, my skin was all wrinkled and pasty, my eyes were bloodshot and bugging out, and I had this corpse-like look on my face! What's WRONG with me, Doctor!??

                          The doctor looks her over for a couple of minutes, then calmly says: ?Well, I can tell you that there ain't nothing wrong with your eyesight....?
                          :H:H:H
                          Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

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                            #28
                            ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                            My clock/thermometer thingy says it's 30.0C. This is on the Costa del Isis.

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                              #29
                              ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                              Afternoon army


                              :congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:

                              Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
                              I know enough to know that I don't know enough.

                              This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.

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                                #30
                                ARMY THREAD 27/6/11

                                Afternoon Mario

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