ending life while drunk aka suicide

[spuddleduck]

i hope im not posting in the wrong place but i feel this needs to be out there on this site.
i am just putting a place for for thoughts on this.
i will post a thought in a moment. thanks for looking

[spuddleduck]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

hope

the main reason i am posting this. i woke up a week last monday lying next to an arm that was cut. cut very deep....... i have a vague recall of injeting all of my insulin (im diabetic) getting a sharp kithcen knife and cutting myself..... hoping it was all over.. I COULD NOT BELIEVE I HAD DONE THAT TO MYSELF... ....... all in all .... i stuck my arm together..... i am looking after a kitten and i still have hopt

[rubywillow]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds, I've lost a lot of friends, including here, who OD'd when drunk, or did worse. PLEASE, find help, beg for help from any place available. I'd come to you if I could. I've never seen you, talked to you face-to-face, but if what you're doing affects me as deeply as it does, I can only imagine those closest to you. Suicide is a sentance on those left behind; a what-if-I'd-only....... Please, check in somewhere when you're tempted to get soused, and if you know once you start you won't stop, this you must not start. Remember, your kitty isn't the only one who needs you.
Ruby :hug:

[Guitarista]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Hi Spuds,

I know we often don't think we need a reason to get numb, and into oblivion, but if we look a bit harder, there are usually reasons why we want to get numb. So what's happening with you Spud? You are now putting your precious, special, and unique life at risk. Why? What's going on? Big questions i know. Alcohol is a liar, a depressant, and it kills us in many ways. It always makes us very negative, and turns us into people we are not.

C'mon and get 7 days up and take it from there. You've done it before, and you can do it again. Kick some arse.

Take care, and take action friend. :h

G-bloke.

[Doggygirl]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds, I remember what it was like at the end of my drinking career when I could figure out how to stop, and I couldn't figure out how to keep on going. In my case, ALL of that suicidal depression was the AL talking. You will never know for sure if all of your depression is that AL talking, or only part of it until you stop drinking. I hope you can do that. Is rehab an option? Are there other things you are considering?

DG

[RingingCedars]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds--man up or something like that Girl. It is time honey....it makes me sad to read these posts. There is always a reason to be sober---I'm thinking you have many reasons not to be sober...or you think you do? I'm not judging one person's trials over another...scuse the diatrab folks and spelling too...there can be many reasons to cop out--but in the end it's not our choice---all we get to do is the best we can right now. I hope yer asleep Polly -- otherwise chirp in. :h

[Queenbug]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

just check in mate...people care about you...because you are someone worth caring about xx

[Rags]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spud,
If ever there was a reason to stop, that was it.
Please, please do whatever it takes to stop drinking. Do you have friend or family member you can confide in? At the very least please let your doctor know you have a drink problem.
Ruby and Mr. G have said what I would have.
Please look after yourself.

[RingingCedars]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Queenbug;1157741 wrote: just check in mate...people care about you...because you are someone worth caring about xx

Ditto darlins xo

[Juja]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds,

WHERE ARE YOU????? Post, please!

[DriftyAlison0]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds are you ok?

[Guest]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Sorry just realised the knife/insulin incident Spuds refers to was a week last Monday, when Spuds had a drink. After that she got through her usual drinking Thursday AF, so hoping she is still ok???

[betty boop]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Spuds, Please let us know that you are OK???

[bwendo]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

It is bloody hard to relate back to that point where it all doesn't seem to matter and the end seems easier than the means. But it is. No doubt.

If you can just get some rest, some water and some more rest and just clean out for a few days your depression will lift a bit, at least enough for you to get it together enough to talk to someone.

Have a long hot shower, wash your hair, put on clean clothes, open the windows and go outside for a bit of a walk, that can help a lot too. Sunlight on your skin, fresh air, feeling clean and refreshed.

Don't buy anymore booze, either tip it out or whatever...

[mario]

ending life while drunk aka suicide

Hey spuddles where are you, check in here please :-)