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    #46
    Geekteeth's Journey

    I am sure that you will get though it, please keep me posted on how you are doing..will be thinking of you. Hey, I'm just watching a programe called most haunted , they go into haunted houses to see if there are spirits in there. So they get to this place where a gentleman lives, he tells then that the loft is haunted with a spirit who was strangled to death, and when you go up there you can feel the spirit put his hands round your throat and starts to strangle you.....so the guys in the show say..."right, let's go and see what's up there then"! Why the eff would you! Leave the pissin spirit alone and he won't try and strangle ya! Wallys!
    ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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      #47
      Geekteeth's Journey

      Geek, my house (built around 1800) is haunted. I don't try to convince anyone; it is what it is, and from 30+ years of personal experience, I can tell you there's something 'otherworldly' here. I may be a bit 'sensitive' to things, always have been, because of things that have happened in my life, but Hubs is a BigAss skeptic, and he's had the same experiences, and more. Not at all scary, but interesting. Oh, and none of this comes from alcohol. It wasn't even in the picture when this began.
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      awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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        #48
        Geekteeth's Journey

        Hey ruby, oooo spooky! Don't get me wrong, I do belive in spirits, but I can't see the logic of chasing them round the house and getting them more pissed off then they already are! Lol poor sods are dead and still can't get any peace!
        ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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          #49
          Geekteeth's Journey

          Hey all! well, I am feeling a hell of a lot better today(even though I am not getting to bed until 3 am every night and sleeping in till 13.00). dreamt about drinking and doing coke last night, and was very thankful to wake up and realise that it was a dream. Its weird, cause in the past I have gone a week without drinking, then I would go out on a binge, and suddenly realise that I had a dream about it the night before. this always happens, so I was glad to of remebered it first thing when I woke up!

          How is everyone doing today?good I hope? I invited a friend of the family round 2 moz to watch the arsenal vs liverpool match, so that should keep me busy! really glad I have the sky sports package now as it means that I dont have to go to the pub to watch it!

          Have a fantastic weekend all!
          ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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            #50
            Geekteeth's Journey

            Geek, drinking becomes such an integral parl of our lives, when we think about it so much it filters in to our dreams. Nice to wake up, isn't it?
            Oh, and yes, whatever is here is welcome to their own experience. We don't encourage or chase after anything odd that happens, and it's usually just a quickly passing event. Sometimes, though, it seems they like to play with us! :H
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            Never look down on a person unless you are offering them a hand up.
            awprint: RUBY Imagine yourself doing What you love and loving What you do, Being happy From the inside Out, experiencing your Dreams wide awake, Being creative, being Unique, being you - changing things to the way YOU know they can BE - Living the Life you Always imagined.awprint:

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              #51
              Geekteeth's Journey

              Hey!
              Yes it is a fantastic feeling! bring on more of the same! hope your ok>?:thanks:
              ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                #52
                Geekteeth's Journey

                Hey, so this is 10 days now without AL! feeling very proud of myself, but at the same time very scared about slipping. I know I will never drink on my antabuse as I know its fatal, but I have been having thoughts about stopping it for a week just so I can have a drink next weekend! messed up how my brain bloody works!
                ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                  #53
                  Geekteeth's Journey

                  Hey Sweetie - that is how our brains work. :l Hang in there Ben. I just wrote to you on your other thread. :h
                  "Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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                  AF - 7-27-15

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                    #54
                    Geekteeth's Journey

                    good evening, well, it better than yesterday evening. I had a MAJOR reaction from my mums perfume, first I started getting hot, then looked in the mirror and I looked like a lobster!was sick for 4 hours, and my heart felt like it was about to explode! I phoned doctor this morning and told him that I no longer want to take it as it is far to dangerous...I could understand I drank, but just to get a reaction from someone by being to close to them is just too much., so it was either stop taking it, 0r wear a full blown radation suit for life..
                    I have choice not to take it.,
                    ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                      #55
                      Geekteeth's Journey

                      Hi Geek,

                      A gentle question...how did a reaction to your mum's perfume occur? As another person on Antabuse, I wear (alcohol based) deodorant and perfume, and have consumed an N.A.
                      "The Pessimist complains about the wind; the Optimist expects it to change; the Realist adjusts the sails."

                      —William A. Ward

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                        #56
                        Geekteeth's Journey

                        Hey
                        ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                          #57
                          Geekteeth's Journey

                          Hi GT -

                          I have started reacting to scented shampoos, deodorants and of course, perfume...along with bleach and fertilizer...and I don't take antabuse. My reax isn't as extreme as yours...I start feeling nauseous...get a headache and then my face starts going numb.

                          Here's the thing....my doc has told me that alcohol can really screw up your immune system. I'm blaming that for my newly acquired sensitivities. I've had to ask my family to use unscented products.

                          Husband treats me like I'm some sort of wimp and whiner and still 'forgets' once in awhile and slathers this crap on at the gym in the morning. He still stinks like he's been to a cheap HO house by the time he gets home. Drives me nuts. Makes me mad. Makes me sick to the stomach. AND makes me numb.

                          I'm full of unsolicited advice today so here goes. I encourage you to maintain your AF streak. It takes at least 30 days to shake off the major toxins and physical cravings. You are already one third of the way there. Not to mention how very tough that very first day can be for so many of us.

                          Ask your mum to go scent free for awhile - if you think this reax is related to the antabuse. I sure she won't mind. Can you ask your Doc about potential side effects?

                          All I know for sure is that you will not regret protecting your quit.
                          Sober for the Revolution!
                          AF & NF July 23, 2011

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                            #58
                            Geekteeth's Journey

                            Morning all. I am very sorry for not posting in a while. I have not been drinking, but I have just been doing some soul searching, and asking a lot of questions...to god. I am a Christian, but when al took it's grip I slipped away from church, people, and most importantly god. The other night I cried my eyes out whilst praying, I asked him why he had forgotten about me, why I could no longer feel his presence within in me. I didn't feel that I got any answers that night, so I curssed him and said "thanks for nothing". Well the next morning my pastor from church knocked on my door and wanted to see how I was, then my friend turned up with some Christian books. Then I got an email from a friend in the states who is a Christian and had not heard from in 1 year, asking how I was. So I guess he had heard me all a long? Now I am far from healed(will take huge steps for that to happen),but I have found a sense of peace, a sense of peace that I have never felt before. I will continue to fight my demons(the devil in my view) and see how I get a long. I am not trying to preach my religious beliefs to you, I just thought I would keep you updated on what's going on. Thank you all for your messages of support. Ben
                            ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                              #59
                              Geekteeth's Journey

                              Hi all,
                              well things are going very well at the moment, today is 20 days AF, so feeling very good. Went on a date yesterday, went well, no AL which I couldnt of imagined a few weeks back....so we shall see how things go.
                              ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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                                #60
                                Geekteeth's Journey

                                Well. THe devil is truly trying to break me this evening. I have got a pounding headache from trying to push him away. I have been praying to god to get me through this, but I have to admit that I am very much struggling right now. I will continue to fight this war in my head and not lose. Stay strong everyone...he wants to break us...but we can win.
                                ?I thought I'd begin by reading a sonnet by Shakespeare, but then I thought, why should I? He never reads any of mine.?

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