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[RingingCedars]

Was thinking I might try this. I write or type stuff down all the time when I'm drinking. Not to give an online impression that I'm a heavy (relatively speaking) drinker. My opinion in mwo. I wonder how I should limit or force myself to post. Am I blabber mouth to the world or a town crier?
Pledged to go al until next monday and bought a bottle of wine. Half gone now. No worries about the other half.:H
Feels like I'm sliding in the hole...what do I need to climb out? I can't even think, let alone think outside the box! I be fine....:upset:
Yo there ya go for the world. :nutso:

[RingingCedars]

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God that was hard to put out there. Blinks eyes heavily as the sun shines in.... wow moment

[choice]

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I don't understand? You'll be fine crying? That doesn't sound good. Does no worries about the other half mean your able to stop after a half or that the bottle is where you'll stop? (that was my routine, not to assume it's yours).

I think it's hard to think about anything while on wine... but that's kinda obvious.

I do like your idea of having a journal. Tons of support your way RC :l

[RingingCedars]

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It is hard to think about anything on or off wine--too many thoughts and directions.
I'll be fine even if i WAS crying a couple times. Life brings tears.....

[RingingCedars]

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Choice ~ I appreciate your words and apologize if I'm not clear.

[choice]

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I agree a good cry can be cleansing... I totally agree it is hard to think clearly sometimes even totally stone sober. Mostly I just wanted to respond to your journal and send support while checking to see if your okay. :h

[Margaret345]

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Don't limit your posts or voice. MWO is the perfect place to have a journal and get your thoughts out of your head. Post away! We want to hear from you.

[RingingCedars]

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Margaret345;1161021 wrote: Don't limit your posts or voice. MWO is the perfect place to have a journal and get your thoughts out of your head. Post away! We want to hear from you.

Thanks Margaret. Thoughts out of my head would be good. Possibly tbc....

[RingingCedars]

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Just posted lovely pics to my FB -- I'm not totally useless.

[rubywillow]

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Sweetie, you're stressed, I know. You know this doesn't help. Talking right now won't help, because as you said, you're not thinking clearly. I always used to drink MORE when I was anticipating a visit from someone. Why is that? I don't know, but I did. But take care tonight, OK?

[RingingCedars]

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Thanks Rubes...I'm done talking and I know talking doesn't help drinking or not. This too shall pass.

[NoraC]

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Hello my dear friend. :l I am glad that you started a journal. I just want you to know that I'm here. You have been such a help to me always. Hugs my friend.:h:h

[beagle]

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hey rc.
i like the idea of journals, haven't yet had the balls to start my own!
ramblings of words written don't always make sense to anyone but yourself, & that is totally cool. when you go back over what you've written you'll be able to get some train of thoughts going, i suppose.
i like reading your posts rc & please, keep going.

[spuddleduck]

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hi rc, writing stuff down is a great way of clearing out. i do it a lot as well and sometimes looking back can help sort a situation out. feel free to post away... you never know one of us might just be able to help you get some clarity

[rubywillow]

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It's a brand new day, RC and everyone. We can look back and learn, understand what we're like drinking, maybe cringe, but it's all therapeutic, IMHO. SO much better than going into the public, or drunk dialing, b/c that's usually to people who don't understand and may even use our actions against us. (It's happened to me.) This a great way, preferablly before a drink, to get your feelings, cravings, misgivings, stresses, out there. Sometimes just sharing will lighten the load. I didn't have a place to do that, in my worst times, and made some terrible, hurtful, mistakes. So, I'm here for you, always, just to listen to you, and never judge. Just help my friend.