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[sunshine_gg]

God, I wish I wouldn't have to say this.... I need to start all over again. Things had been going quite well but I had a bad episode Saturday night. Not acceptable. One of these days I surely must see the light and CHANGE things. Not just a little, but fundamentally change things.

Once Mr. Wonderful speaks to me again I will ask him to oversee my intake of Antabuse. I seem to have got things down to an art with (initially unintentionally) forgetting one day, then the next, and then carefully calculating when I can drink again.

Although my drinking days are much fewer than they used to be... this is still not ok. I still have a monkey on my back

[caper564]

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totally with you.. i could have written the part about antabuse. i do the exact same thing.... tired of it.. just want it to stop. and yes i think i will need to be spoon fed my pill every morning to make sure i take it.
and your right its not OK. Grrrr damn AL.. hate it.

[greeneyes]

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Hey ho, sunnybutt! "Forgetting", eh? Yes we can be so clever about our planning! Back on the wagon for you and you know the drill about water, supps, food, rest..... Get thee to the toolbox thread too!

[JackieClaire]

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Yoooooooooooo hooooooooooooooo GG,

Was just about to say hello on the Army thread.

Glad you're going to give this another bash.

J x
:l

[sunshine_gg]

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Thank you, peeps :l

*sigh*

[sunshine_gg]

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Caper... we could remind each other, if you like?

[caper564]

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OK i have to go buy a new supply... will do this week. and let you know
when i have them... but yes lets quiz each other everyday... and NO fibbing (i mean me) LOL

we can do it..

[sunshine_gg]

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No.. no fibbing! (And I mean me, too!)

[sunshine_gg]

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I just dug this up.. might as well put it here so it stays fresh in my memory and not stashed away in My Documents:

What I loathe/hate about drinking alcohol:


- making an ass of myself
- embarrassing those with/around me
- setting a horrible example for my children
- dialing under the influence
- emailing under the influence
- getting depressed/whiney/having a pity party
- heart burn
- head ache
- slurring my speech - aware that I'm not pulling it off
- turning into an insensitive bitch
- falling down stairs
- making excuses about having taken meds
- thinking 'have another drink, dear' knowing full well, I've had 3 too many already
- leaving projects unfinished
- passing out on the bathroom floor
- passing out on the couch
- passing out in bed (best case scenario)
- blacking out - wondering what the hell happened, what did I say, what did I do?
- waking up in the middle of the night, dehydrated, barely able to get a glass of water
- waking up with a knot in my stomach, knowing 'I did it again'
- waking up with bruises and scrapes
- looking in the mirror at some washed out, ugly woman
- trying to steady shaky hands
- promising myself not to ever do this again - only to do it again

[rubywillow]

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GG, get the head and tail up, and in gear, girl! You've got too much going on to let this get you down. And I SO understand about 'waiting till they speak to us again'! :hug:

[Guest]

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Good to see you here, sounds as if you need to use ODAT principles. Thinking and calculating ahead definitely wasn't.

[Grateful]

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Hi, GG. It's great to see you back here. I've been thinking of you alot. You can do this!:l

[sunshine_gg]

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Thank you so much, all of you.

[Lavande]

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Sunni :l

Come on back to the Newbies Nest where we first got started. I'm still hangoing out there trying to keep the peeps in line along with my assistant Byrdie
Sh'e not as nice as I am :H :H (just kidding)

I'll clear off a twig for you..........

Lav

[techie]

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Wishing you the best gg. Missed you. Go and kick this thing right in the butt!

John xxx