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[MWOLady]

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RC sorry you and your daughter are on the outs. I have not heard a word from mine. Not even to acknowledge her e-birthday card...but that's nothing new. But I know that when she wants to talk, or to tell me something that's important to her, she'll call. And she'll say "gee, I haven't hear from YOU in awhile, so I thought I'd call..." She's just turned 43 by the way so she's not just a silly kid.... We do suffer for our pasts though, don't we. I know I have a lot to make up for but I think it's mostly that we all live so far away. I'm in Ontario, she's in Calgary/Scottsdale, Son is in Toronto, Sis is in Que, Best Pal in Tenn. Remember the Waltons? That's my dream family. But heck - that's TV right? Does anybody really live that way?

Oh, well, back to my book, then pop a bunch of sups and off to early beddie byes.

One last comment on Today's BF. Last summer I was at an engagement party for an older lady who was marrying a fellow who was kinda weird - carrying a drink around ALL the time - and a bit boastful...I didn't like him very much but was trying to be nice for her sake. Anyway I was helping her get food ready in the kitchen and saying I wished her luck as this was her second marriage. She said "well, there will have to be some changes made....." Needless to say the marriage lasted 6 months - and he demanded $20,000 to take a hike!!!! Why didn't she listen to her instincts?

Not sayin'....just sayin.....

[Today]

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Some great responses ladies and gentleman, I appreciate your thoughts and experiences and you being so candid with me. I have to admit that I am closed off sometimes, I have shame and things to hide. But there is a lot of good too and I am going to remember that princess I am!

I am going to work on healing me and just getting through this hour, this day, this week etc. I am 35 and never been married, was much too interested in partying in my 20's and then full time drinking up until August when I found this site. I guess I had hoped I would settle down sooner, but I don't want a 6 month marriage. (Reading these threads has reminded me why I don't have kids either!)

LOL Waltons what's that??, Yep, they're just a TV show. Here in the real world, we're stuck with those we choose and some we didn't (family, they're good, bad and ugly). Luckily we can come here for much needed support.

BRRR, go us who braved the cold and went for walks; exercise does help doesn't it? My awesome mom took me out for one this afternoon while there was some sun and it was very nice. We've got some snow here finally that sticked!

[believer]

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Hi All.

Just a quick check in before I head off to bed. Hope everyone's doing OK. Days are up and
down with regards to AL, but I'm still slugging on. (Thanks again for Friday's support Sunshine)

I also struggle with insomnia, and at this time of the year, with the lack of sunlight. And these last few weeks have been pretty grey in Montreal. So I bought myself a Happy Light! (This is really the name of the product!!) It's supposed to give you the whole range of light that you would get if you were outdoors, and improve your mood and energy. I have seen some studies that suggest that they work. So, why not (it was from Costco, and not very expensive). Even if it's a "placebo effect" I don't care if it gives me a boost!

Being AF is also improving my mood! End of day 17!

Sweet dreams!

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Good night to the Canucks and Co! I think I've dwelled long enough and am going to get ready for bed little early tonight. I have been reading sleep hints but think it is encouraging me to dwell on my sleepless night. I have never had more than one anyway (think positive, think positive) Also, I remember that I had very few sleepless nights when I was more days AF. We all have them sometimes and last night was my turn. Maybe it was little reminder to take better care of me.

I think I posted more today than much of my time here at MWO. Thanks again for listening, commenting and being here.

Congrats on day 17 believer!

[RingingCedars]

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Lovin all the postin on our very own thread Canucks.
Believer I'm right with ya. Go us!!
Hope you've gone off to the land of nod Today.(that didn't sound right)
Where's our Queen of the Tajmahorsie?
Sweet dreams all......

[sunshine_gg]

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Morning Canucklings!

*yawn*
I slept last night. Yay! Still took forever to get to sleep but I got almost 8 hours or so. Of course, that means I'm running late now. :H

Today... I'm SOOOO with what Lady said to you about budding relationships! In the first 6 months - a year you should be aching for each other's company, be incapable of keeping your hands to yourself and find no fault whatsoever in your partner. There's plenty of time for that later Oh, and I hope you got some sleep, too!

Believer, congrats on day 18 today! You're doing it! Fantastic!
Lady and RC... :l on the daughters (kids).
Wally... how's the reno progressing? And, I still have that overflowing desk here (in case you're bored and in a charitable mood).

That's it, that's all... need to head out to feed neighbours horses, then my own, make quick trip into town and get my mind focused on work thereafter.

Have a grand Tuesday, yaw'll!

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I like that Canucklings! I didn't sleep more than 3 hours but that sleep is way better than that gotten passed out (think I just read that from someone in Newbies' Nest). I'm bit tired but feel way better about myself for being up and ready for work (and coffee, just one at 8am to get me going and then maybe green tea if I need it)

Sun, you are right about new relationships... we should be finding less fault with each other. Hmmmm. I'll save my thinking about that for now and see. Glad to hear u got your 8 hrs in, post more pics!

I am picking my kitty after work with my best friend. Just what i need, some girl time and to lighten the load of spending few more $$. Oh well, I have been AF 10/20 approx and on day 2 now with more days coming to save back up the money. Rationalize, my name is Today!

Have good day and will meet u here later!

[MWOLady]

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Now Everyone Sing Out Loud!!!!!

"Put On A Happy Face"

Grey skies are gonna clear up
Put on a happy face
Wipe off that full of doubt look
Put on a happy face

Take off the gloomy mask of tragedy
It's not your style
You'll look so good that you'll be glad
That you decided to smile

Pick out a pleasant outlook
Stick out that nobel chin
Wipe off that full of doubt look
Snap on a happy grin

Spread sunshine all over the place
And just put on a happy,
Yes, just put on a happy face!

So hope that cheers everybody up :h:h:h

Just hearing me practice singing that out loud would make even a sick cat laugh!!!! Do you think the dog will ever get out from behind the couch? :H

[MWOLady]

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Ok, On to Serious Matters

I woke up feeling blue so i thought it would be nice to cheer myself up. I read somewhere that if you practice smiling it will make you feel better. You know one of those really fake, big grins, like you have to do when you're getting your picture taken at a family picnic or wedding, and the photog says "come on now people, say CHEESE!" and you've been standing in the hot sun for 15 minutes while he fiddles with the camera....that kinda smile...

Well, it works. Also looking up the lyrics to old cheery songs and singing them really loud and annoying the HUSBAND when he's trying to read his blogs is also quite cheering :H:H

I'm not counting but this is day 16 and I feel good about that. Rainy and grey here but I'm going shopping in a little while and I always like that. Just groceries but still...

Felt grumpy this am because I was kept awake in the night by very painful hips - very achy. Don't know what causes this. Could be uncle Arthur Itus in town again poking me with his cane, or Cy Attica back again. Just took a little walk yesterday and look what it got me :upset:
Oh, well. At least I'm not drunk so today won't be a total loss eh?

Hope all is well with my fellow "Canadians" have a great day yaw'll and see youse later (I'm reading a great book all about wise guys - love the way they talk...

[canadian gal]

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Hey Canuckers!

Sorry for not posting in such a long time! I've been busy at the newbies nest. Sounds like even though yawl aren't getting enough sleep (although who ever does??) you are all in pretty positive moods! Woo hoo!

Today- I may be way off here, but I always found that when I quit drinking in the past (I can't tell how many times, cause I don't have enough toes or fingers to count em on), I wouldn't sleep for about 3 days. BUT, I still felt better as a zombie than I did hungover. What I do now if I can't sleep is to concentrate on my breathing. Just focusing on my breaths...kind of like meditation. It helps shut off my mind. Also in regards to men: I think that you need some alone time right now. Just focus on you and keeping al out of your life. (My opinion only)

MWOL- glad you are feeling better. Sorry about them hips! You're awfully brave to walk in the cold. How cold is it now where you live?

GG- Glad you got your 8 hours in! How you been feeling lately?

As for me, today I am at the end of day 19. I was forced into having 2 13 year olds stay at mine for 5 days. I wasn't asked, I was told. They've been a lot to handle. But Thursday they are gone. Thank GAWD!!! I went to an all you can eat/drink restaurant tonight with hubby and teens. I watched people pouring their own beers from the tap and watched all the people drinking. it didn't phase me at all. Not a single thought popped into my head that maybe I wanted a drink too. I was craving an iced tea and that's what I got. Not a huge moment, but I think an important one. I guess that means I am on the right track! I also ate like a porker...I loved my plate (and not a saucer) off assorted desserts at the end. May have to ride my bike a little longer tomorrow.

Have a great day yawl! I'm off to bed!

[MWOLady]

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Hey Canadian Gal you are such a star for turning your attitude around with those little "guests" of yours. You were ready to burn the place down at first, then you took some of those deep breaths you recommended for sleep and from the sounds of it, it wasn't as bad as you thought - isn't that always the way? Give yourself a pat on the back. Hey we need a Smilie for that!

It's not very cold here - I'm in the Niagara Peninsula (south of Tarrannnaaaaaa). Raining and mild today) But it's damper than hell in a flood :H:H:H:H Byeeeee!

[RingingCedars]

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My step dad used to say Tarrrannaaa. He was a bit of a hooligan growing up in Cabbagetown.
MWOL you sure remind me of someone who's husband is also a very opinionated, syndicated journalist for the Sun. Hmmmm perhaps a pm is in order.
I'm going to meet this gal tonight and see if we are a fit and offer her a new home. She shows some aggression towards other dogs but otherwise is very sweet. We shall see. Might need to seek some tips from Rubywillow.
mastill/rottweiler - Peterborough Free Pets - Kijiji Peterborough Canada.

[sunshine_gg]

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Ohhhhhhh... doggie shopping! How fun!! And heart breaking, sometimes. Reminds me of the Mississauga Animal Shelter... worst place I've ever seen (at the time, at least). I was going to meet a 1.5 year old Rottie girl... she seemed totally depressed when we came (had the kids with me) but got mighty lively once we took her outside. I don't she had had a walk in days. Unfortunately, I didn't end up getting her... they wanted $80 for her (not spayed), had told me on the phone that she had a health issue that was purely cosmetic... which turned out to be complete BS, she needed x-rays and likely surgery... so all in all, I would have looked at $1000 to start off with her. I didn't have that kinda money at the time. Poor girl.. I hope someone else came and got her outta there.

Anywhooo... have fun with Mia tonight (do we know why she's looking for a new home?)

Contrary to my intentions to focus on work today, I got to focus on a trip to the vet. Atlas' nether regions are swollen big time, so I went and picked up Penicillin, needles, and syringes, AND called my lovely neighbour Bob (who owes me a ton of favours for feeding his lot whenever they're away) over, who happened to work at Guelph University in the equine department for years, to come and administer the needle. Whew. I don't DO NEEDLES! Mind you, I will have to learn one of these days. Anyways, thankfully, it wasn't too expensive.. the other meds I already had on hand. Poor guy (Atlas).

Ok, work. NOW. :hello: Canadian Gal! A handful of 13 year olds, huh? That would even drive most NORMAL people to drink! :H Good on ya, for taking it in stride! I'm feeling better back wise... still not 100% but well enough to snatch Peanut for the weekend (and if it kills me!)

Later, peeps!

[RingingCedars]

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Since I'll be in the area, I'm going to meet Cooper too.
FREE DOG TO GOOD HOME!!! - Peterborough Free Pets - Kijiji Peterborough Canada.
I'm told Mia's only problem is the potential for aggression with other dogs which she has shown on a couple of occasions with their dog now. They've had her a year as a rescue.
Cooper's family has moved into the city. I'm told he is fully house trained and while he is not hyperactive he is full of puppy energy. Both dogs are reported to be good with cats.

[sunshine_gg]

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Ohhhhhhhh.... COOPER!!!! Totally my kinda pooch Have fun - hope you'll fall in love :h