I've been on the program over a month and things were going pretty well. I was finally having AF days. But I noticed that my mind was starting to get fuzzy. It seemed like I would be disoriented after doing the hypnotherapy CDs. I was following the routine in the book exactly.
It also seemed like the GABA was making me foggy and slow. I know for sure it was because when I first started taking it I was taking 3 a day and you're only supposed to take one! I was completely out of it at school and couldn't get my brain and fingers to work in harmony (I am studying court reporting). I cut back to one and still not helpful, so I stopped it. Everything else seemed basically fine, except for a little fuzzy after the CDs. I even cut out the 5-HTP just to be sure that wasn't contributing to my fuzziness. I am down to only Lithium Oratate and a good diet keeping my from sinking into a chronic depressive state.
Then I decided to go on Topamax, and it's been down hill ever since. It majorly affected my mood, extreme depression. I was so foggy that, after 4 days, I stopped taking it. It's been over a week since I stopped, and I am still struggling with the blues and feeling like my head is detached from my body. I stopped taking almost all my supplements, basically anything which I had started recently: glutamine, B-complex, Kudzu, B-3 (Niacin), Cal/Mag, in sheer desperation to get the fog lifted. Also stopped the hypno CDs.
UNFORTUNATELY, I have now had two days in a row of 1 bottle an evening drinking and I am beyond pissed off/frustrated. I am genuinely concerned that MWOT program isn't going to work for me. I have a day off from school today and got back on track with everything except the GABA of course. Did 1 hypno CD, feeling a little fuzzy but maybe that's from the wine.
I just am not sure what to do next. Is it still the TOPA getting out of my system? Is there something I can take to help with that Detox? The CDs have been miraculous for me, and if I weren't needing to focus on this incredibly challenging audio/kinesthetic/cerebral challenge of learning electronic stenographic language, I probably could skate through. But I HAVE GOT TO BE MORE CLEAR MINDED; this is my future livelihood.
I'm just not sure what my next step should be. Wait it out and get back on the hypno and supplement program in the hopes my mental alertness will return?:upset:
It also seemed like the GABA was making me foggy and slow. I know for sure it was because when I first started taking it I was taking 3 a day and you're only supposed to take one! I was completely out of it at school and couldn't get my brain and fingers to work in harmony (I am studying court reporting). I cut back to one and still not helpful, so I stopped it. Everything else seemed basically fine, except for a little fuzzy after the CDs. I even cut out the 5-HTP just to be sure that wasn't contributing to my fuzziness. I am down to only Lithium Oratate and a good diet keeping my from sinking into a chronic depressive state.
Then I decided to go on Topamax, and it's been down hill ever since. It majorly affected my mood, extreme depression. I was so foggy that, after 4 days, I stopped taking it. It's been over a week since I stopped, and I am still struggling with the blues and feeling like my head is detached from my body. I stopped taking almost all my supplements, basically anything which I had started recently: glutamine, B-complex, Kudzu, B-3 (Niacin), Cal/Mag, in sheer desperation to get the fog lifted. Also stopped the hypno CDs.
UNFORTUNATELY, I have now had two days in a row of 1 bottle an evening drinking and I am beyond pissed off/frustrated. I am genuinely concerned that MWOT program isn't going to work for me. I have a day off from school today and got back on track with everything except the GABA of course. Did 1 hypno CD, feeling a little fuzzy but maybe that's from the wine.
I just am not sure what to do next. Is it still the TOPA getting out of my system? Is there something I can take to help with that Detox? The CDs have been miraculous for me, and if I weren't needing to focus on this incredibly challenging audio/kinesthetic/cerebral challenge of learning electronic stenographic language, I probably could skate through. But I HAVE GOT TO BE MORE CLEAR MINDED; this is my future livelihood.
I'm just not sure what my next step should be. Wait it out and get back on the hypno and supplement program in the hopes my mental alertness will return?:upset:
I must have been really depleted because I long ago stopped getting any sort of noticeable mood lift from any of the supps. It was sorta fun while it lasted though. :H
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