The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

[hillsidetime]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Good morning everyone, I hope that you are well. Things are going well for me, busy busy time of year. I have really settled into my sober lifestyle and am comfortable with it - and I love it. I can deal with my feelings of guilt and shame, from my old drinking days and the dumb things I did, with much more clarity and perspective. A lot of that has to do with the thinking, reading, and communications that happened here with all of you.

Thanks so much,
Hill

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Good Morning everyone. Nice to see you Hill - so happy that life is working out for you in such a positive way. Really good to read that this morning!

Nora - lovely to hear from you too. I have a Nook and really like it - I suppose they all have their own good points - and once you get one, you like that particular one. How are things going with you these days? Are you feeling well? Hope so...have a good day today.

The girls come back from Ruby's today so we should hear how they enjoyed it - I am looking forward to that!

Getting ready for my work meeting. Back later everyone. Have a wonderful day,

Love, Sun XX

[fennel]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

I can't wait to hear from Rubes, Vick and Grateful!

[ATLThrash]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Hello all-- just a quick post while I am waiting here to go into the doctor's office. Spent most of the weekend in bed after pushing myself to take son to a Play Place with his class (but to stay away from others since I didn't feel great). Still moving slow and hubs is transitioning us to a new computer so may not get on as much as usual. Hope all of you had good weekends and will have good weeks!

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Hi all...I am just doing a fly by
love you all
I did not know Foam but I am sorry

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

I am off to work - you will all be in bed by the time I get home - sleep tight,

love and hugs, Sun XX

[fennel]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Tomorrow, I bring my mom home from the skilled nursing facility. I'm grateful that she's come back SO WELL from her stroke. Sometimes she gets on my very last nerve, but I love her all the same. Thanks to all of you who sent thoughts and prayers her way. :h

[Crunchy]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Fennel I'm happy for your mom and for you.

I'm looking a Kindle Fire too. Buying printed books does not work well because then you have to either store them or give them up. I don't have room to store them and I hate to part with them. But $200 is a lot to part with. That would buy a lot of books! Maybe I'll get one for Christmas.

Hope everyone is well.

[tlrgs]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

hey there everyone .. well woke up late and had to just get to work and then work latre tonight .. im beat ill read up later love and big hugs one and all

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

I am home and finally got dinner cooked and the kitchen cleaned....the first of the month is crazy busy in the apartment business...so I am pooped!! But sober......YAY
Good to see everyone...Skwerly One, I am glad Mom comes home tomorrow...my mom and I can barely be in the same room for 20 minutes!!
ATL...hope you are feeling better....
off to Netflix

[Abielle]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Good evening all. Just wanted to stop and and say hi. I called my old therapist today. Am hoping for an appointment as soon as humanly possible. I haven't seen her in a year, and really cannot afford to...but I need something different to help me get myself out of this rough spot. I also am trying to prove to my partner that I am doing every thing I can to work on myself.

I don't want to drink, there is no problem there...I just feel so worn down by all of the emotional crap I have been dealing with lately. Also, I am afraid I might just be over-reacting to all of it? I mentally inventoried everything today, and it really is one of the hardest times of my life, if not THE hardest. I keep trying to tell myself that I have it better than so many other people. And that should help me feel stronger...but, it just doesn't. I feel very weak and inadequate that I am just not dealing very well with this.

So, I am hoping I am having appropriate emotions. I just doubt myself so much more now. Nothing is making sense to me at all. I am still crying daily, more than once usually. I am feeling so much more depressed lately.

All day I walked around so confused and out of it, hoping I wasn't doing or saying the wrong thing to anyone. I just wanted to leave work, and crawl back in bed.

Am pretty much ready for bed now. Just to pull the covers over my head and stay there forever. Hoping again, that tomorrow will bring a fresh outlook. It is my wish for every morning.

I have been repeating and reading affirmations and positive quotes daily. I just don't know what else to do.

[sunshinedaisies]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Good morning everyone - Abi - I hope that you manage to get in with your therapist. There is nothing worse than feeling the way you are feeling. You MUST get in to see someone - are you on Antidepressants? Can you get in to see a doctor - like today? Please let us know ...... hang in there - it will get better. Hugs to you :l:l

Hi to everyone else - well, we await to hear how the weekend went with Ruby, Grateful and Vicki. You must have all been too tired to post anything last night LOL

I am off today and have a ton of errands to run - will be back later - have a good day all!

Love, Sun XX

[rubywillow]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Morning all. Tay &John went & bought me new power plugs for my phone yest so I can communicate again! Got the ladies to the airport yest after a fun, beautiful, TIRING, and crazy adventure. Vick is her own little superstorm! :H. I hope theyre resting as I've been. We just Didn't have enough time. Not sure when I'll leave but Vick took pics of everything! Talk soon.

[mama bear]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE ALL HOME SAFE AND SOUND
Abi...please get in to see a doctor and get on some meds...I take paxil and have for years....
it is a life saver......
at work....will check in later
lovely sober morning....
kisses

[Georgie]

The Journey begins here so get YOUR ASSES IN GEAR!!!! for october

Fen so glad your mom is doing well, MB I am with you, can't be in a room with mine:::H/:upset:. Abi, I know how you feel, been very low myself as of late want to disappear too. Good for you seeing a therapist. I can't afford one right now. Rubi,V and Grateful glad you all had fun. Got the blood work done today, so ball officially rolling on the cardiac/ shortness of breath issues. Hubs has ripped apart house trying to do the job on the water damage. Ughh I wish my house was still new!

Fantasy: I am young, my kids are small, my husband is AT WORK and my house is new, oh ....and I never pick up that drink that starts the whole shit storm that has become my life...

Anyone know a genie? Bfn. :hXo. G