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[spuddleduck]

hello people. i havent been here tooo much lately.... still thinking i can find my way out on my own (ha ahha). today mr spuds has gone away somewhere so i am left to my own madness till tuesday.. so i was having a really good clean and tidy.. and what do i find.. a bottle of vodka that a most prob hidden in my devious alcoholic mind...... i had a good 2 hours telling myself that the reason i hid it was because it is an evil substance....... in this discusion the alcohol coice

[looking for peace]

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Hi Spuddle, I didn't quite understand the last sentence of your post. Did you mean to say you chose to drink the alcohol?

[spuddleduck]

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o dear. i had choices. i was so sure my choice was to be sober........ but i have drank it... shit shit shit. im so sorry.... your name is looking for peace..... for me all will take is to stop drinking......but yet i do..... crazy.......still looking for answerw

[mama bear]

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Spuddle...empty your pm box love

[mauritiusdodo]

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Are you ok hun?

[Geekteeth]

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You ok matey?

[DriftyAlison0]

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Are you ok? Sometimes are AL mind tries to make us think that we can do it on our own so that AL can have an easier hold on you. But the thing is, when we have a problem with AL, we can't do it on our own. I have been there and tried that.....didn't work so well. Now I have help from others, and it has been easier for me to stay quit.