What do you want?

[RingingCedars]

I want to not want and just be......

[red67]

What do you want?

Hey RC how you doing? I know i want to feel comfortable with who i am and sometimes that is easier said than done. Sometimes i just feeling like i am just existing not living life to my full capacity. Other days i feel like i have the best life ever. We are a work in progress and we have to be grateful for each day. Good or bad, the only thing we have right now is today.

I hope you are doing ok:hug:

[RingingCedars]

What do you want?

Thanks Red...I'm good. I 100% agree with you. Some days feels like your so on track and others completely off the rails. With or without al. Be well. xo

[Nelz]

What do you want?

RingingCedars;1201475 wrote: Thanks Red...I'm good. I 100% agree with you. Some days feels like your so on track and others completely off the rails. With or without al. Be well. xo

This is ohhhhhh so true! Some days my little mind doesn't miss or desire AL, and on other days, its screaming at me like Sam Kinison..........come onnnnnnnnnnn drrriiinnnkkkkkkkk!


I do hope that someday the voice will be silenced, however I seriously doubt it will. I just remind myself of the many perks of not drinking......more money, looking better, feeling better, no blackouts, and that usually helps me not drink.


Also waking up every morning and being able to add one more gold star to my board helps out a lot.


Keep it up RC, I need you in the "word association" and "thread killer" thread.....LOL :goodjob:

[pingu1997]

What do you want?

I want to enjoy my kids before they grow up and I wonder where the time has gone??

[red67]

What do you want?

So true Corrinne! I have a 9 year old who is not mine bio but is my little girl in my heart. Everytime i turn around she is growing up and i keep wanting to stop time so she will stay little forever (or at least a little longer). I dread the day she doesnt want me to hold her hand when we are walking or give her a kisss goodbye because her friends might laugh. I thank God for her everyday and yet i get a little sad as i see her grow up and i know its only a matter of time before she doesnt need me (as much)

[pingu1997]

What do you want?

My kids are 6 and 11 and already I can see the older one starting to mature and become more independent. I want to enjoy them sober and not have them ever see their mum pissed out of her face at 6 pm and all the shit stuff that came with it.