I didn't think that i am alcoholic before, but I'm now convinced that I am. As many stories I read, and quiz I take, it seems to point that I am. Ive wanted to stop completely for some time now, but after working late, always seem to end up at my regular pub for 1-2 reward drinks which ends up to 4-5 pints. And I got problems too, can't take pressure well and chase my drinks. I recover slowly bcos I can't sleep when I'm high and get emotional and negative when I'm lying in my bed. I feel almost ashamed when I over drink the next morning a lot, which is 90% of the time.
When I got problems, and drink, I'll throw tanturms at my hubby waking him up or preventing him from sleeping to speak of age old grandeur dreams...
What a dreamer becoming a person with complete lack of control!
I thought if I join a forum and made a few friends here who are interested in my in-depth story, it may help me by listening to someone else thoughts on my situation, shed some light in the deep tunnel I've rugged myself into.
When I got problems, and drink, I'll throw tanturms at my hubby waking him up or preventing him from sleeping to speak of age old grandeur dreams...
What a dreamer becoming a person with complete lack of control!
I thought if I join a forum and made a few friends here who are interested in my in-depth story, it may help me by listening to someone else thoughts on my situation, shed some light in the deep tunnel I've rugged myself into.
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