so i know not eveyrbody wants to know, but hell there's enough people here who know me to make it worth letting ya'll know. so where am I? well, these past few weeks I've been doing alot of thinking, getting to know myself all over again (bit of an odd time to do it, but why not?). Reading alot, playing alot of music, doing alot of art. I'm giving up the internet for the most part to give my time to those things, figured you should all know though I'm in a good place - really good. I'm happy, healthy, hopeful. I won't bore anybody with the lengthy details, but I have alot going on, alot of life to live, improving all the time with so much to do, so much I care about.
I'm not going to lie for a second - this doesn't mean I'm sober - I'm far from it (for those who are itnerested though, haven't been a smoker for over a month now) but the big change is I know I can -live-. I will get there in my own time, and when i do I know I have people who love me who can help me - and maybe i love myself just a little bit now too, enough to start working towards a better life, and enough to forgive alot of people in my life, even those who didn't make any attempt to be forgiven - a few people here should know what that means to me.
anyway, I hope you, my friends here, are all doing well, I'll pop in now and again, check on my friends, maybe let you know how I'm doing, post a video or two someday. N to finish on a quote I figure ya'll might like
'I know I was born, and I know I will die, the inbetween is mine' - Eddie Vedder (Pearl Jam, song is I am Mine if you want a little anthem in your lives xD)
xIC
I'm not going to lie for a second - this doesn't mean I'm sober - I'm far from it (for those who are itnerested though, haven't been a smoker for over a month now) but the big change is I know I can -live-. I will get there in my own time, and when i do I know I have people who love me who can help me - and maybe i love myself just a little bit now too, enough to start working towards a better life, and enough to forgive alot of people in my life, even those who didn't make any attempt to be forgiven - a few people here should know what that means to me.
anyway, I hope you, my friends here, are all doing well, I'll pop in now and again, check on my friends, maybe let you know how I'm doing, post a video or two someday. N to finish on a quote I figure ya'll might like
'I know I was born, and I know I will die, the inbetween is mine' - Eddie Vedder (Pearl Jam, song is I am Mine if you want a little anthem in your lives xD)
xIC
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