strugglin

[SK8RGRL]

Hi everyone. My God i missed the site yesterday. I am new as some of you know and today is day 3 AF for me. i struggled last night. Had 2 opportunities to buy wine( I was on my own) the pull was so strong but i didnt buy any. I am really fighting the urge to buy it today. I know if I drink the past 2 days will have been for nothing. I will overeat and feel a failure again.
Also can anyone help as to the best place to post as I seem to be all over the place and keep loosing track of my sends/replies. I'm a little slow with technology and only got a laptop 4 days ago! Should I be saving my messages somewhere. God I'm thick. sorry :blush:

[SK8RGRL]

strugglin

not as thick as i thought

maxineann1 wrote: Hi everyone. My God i missed the site yesterday. I am new as some of you know and today is day 3 AF for me. i struggled last night. Had 2 opportunities to buy wine( I was on my own) the pull was so strong but i didnt buy any. I am really fighting the urge to buy it today. I know if I drink the past 2 days will have been for nothing. I will overeat and feel a failure again.
Also can anyone help as to the best place to post as I seem to be all over the place and keep loosing track of my sends/replies. I'm a little slow with technology and only got a laptop 4 days ago! Should I be saving my messages somewhere. God I'm thick. sorry :blush:

Think I may have found my messages!! maybe I not as thick as I thought.:blush:

[Beaches]

strugglin

You can go to Monthly Moderation and join that group if that's your goal for now until you decide whether you will moderate or abstain long term. That's what I did.
It is tough going AF and there's a lot of support here. Good luck

[Accountable for Me]

strugglin

3 days is great!

Maxi, three days is awesome! I struggled too... but didn't cave. Pat yourself on the back for your accomplishments. It will get easier in time.