I'm am really in a weird mood today. On one hand I am really happy I am on my 8 day AF, but on the other I am wound up because none of my family has congratulated/cheered me on/supported me through those 8 days. Although I haven't had any cravings as such (Allen Carr's brainwashing seems to have worked), but I have been in a foul mood....bored, not being able to sleep, and awful skin.
I feel so upset that the the 2 people who I live with, and were affected by my drinking have not said even one single word of encouragement. I feel as if my mother-in-law is waiting for me to fail and my husband doesn't give a damn. He's continuing to drink as if it was going out of fashion. His excuse "I've had a s**t day". Now why doesn't my mother-in-law tell him to control his drinking!!! The only encouragement I've got is on this forum and some close friends of mine. But they don't live with me. They've know I have issue's with alcohol, but have never seen me to the point of drunkeness. But I can bet you if I go home and have a drink tonight both hubby and mother-in-law will have plenty to say.
I know I won't drink, but am I wrong to feel that I should be praised? Is it too much to ask?
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