because i have not been spending 20 -30 $ a day on booze i have been paying more money on bills which in turn has stopped them from calling. (at one point i thought my phone was broke) My kids have been able to do more extra things like snowbaording and buying much needed clothes. My house is cleaner, my husband is happier, I can drive anywhere anytime and not worry about it interferring with my drinking. I can go out to dinner and order tea and water. I have not thought about "OMG what time is the liqour store closed" I still have money in the bank when payday rolls around.. IMAGINE that.. that hasn't happened in years.. I love this and I feel fantastic.
and more importantly i do not crave booze, when i think about it the thought is fleeting. Moderation is not in the cards for me but thats okay.. i understand.
I am still taking it 1 day and 1 hour at a time.
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